1999 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 | 𝐂𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐜𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐝

7

I had a gut feeling something was wrong and you know what they say about trusting your gut......

I told Ryan I needed his car and he said he thought it would be better if he went with me. When we got there it was so nerve wracking that when I finally got inside my only reaction was shock.

The TV had been thrown,Microwave was fucked,and The whole dining table was cleared off. The worst part obviously had to be seeing Dom,Merlyn,and Romil trying to pull Matt off of Ciaran.

"Matt stop,Matt stop,MATT STOP" I yelled as I ran over to Ciaran. His face was so bloody he didn't even look like himself. "Ciaran" I said sobbing. "Ciaran,Ciaran please don't leave" I said sobbing even harder. "Fuck you Matt" I said. He didn't even say anything because he was so out of it.

Ian had called an ambulance so I was just sitting in the backyard that my boyfriend was in an ambulance on his way to the hospital with serious injuries.

"Ian,how did this even start?" I asked. "I guess Matt told Ciaran he could've fucked you better than him and that he was a more fitting boyfriend and then something about The real meaning about SUAGR'' He said. "I mean I know Matt helped write it but I don't know what- oh fuck" Ian said suddenly being hit with realization. "Ottawa,I think Matt wrote SUGAR about you" He told me.

"I don't think so,I mean it could be about anyone really" I said trying to hide the truth. "Nuh,it's for sure you" Ian said. "I know it is,Matt told me when ginger came out that SUGAR was about me,I just can't live with myself though" I said starting to cry again.

"I mean You know I'm dating Ciaran and I really like him but then again Matt has been my best friend since I was 19 and he'll always have a place in my heart" I said. "Wait what,You're dating Ciaran!?" I man asked confused. "Yes,we started dating 5hours ago" I said.

"How could you not tell me,Ottawa I can't talk to you right now,maybe tomorrow" Ian said very frustrated.  I left the house with Ryan and I told him I wanted to go see Ciaran. When I got there they let me into his room because I somehow convinced them that I was his sister.

"Baby,I love you and you know that,I would never ever cheat on you" I didn't even have to look to know who it was, It was Ciaran telling some other girl that he loved her,this was great.

I left the room but I could still visualize the two of them together,The man I love doesn't love me back,Coming to LA was a huge mistake but I was not about to run away from my problems,I say ironically enough as I'm running down the street away from the hospital.

I had recognized the neighborhood I was in,I was near the Old Abandoned Mansion. I was hoping Cole was there so I had someone to talk to and Sure enough he was.

"Hey,It's Ottawa" I said. "Yo,Why so drab?" He asked. "My boyfriend,he's in the hospital,and he also cheated on me" I said sounding Melancholy. "He must be a dick,I would never do that" He said,I could sense his voice moving closer.

"Are we going to do this?" I asked "I guess so" He said kissing me. The kiss lasted for a second but it just felt wrong. "I'm sorry Cole I have to leave" I said running out of the building.

I had calls Ryan to come get me but he didn't answer,then I tried Merlyn, Then Romil, Then Ashlan, and Finally Dom picked up.

I didn't really know Dom but whenever we talked to each other we always have a great connection,like we've known each other for years. That night I got really drunk,last time I drink patchouly but the first time I ever kissed Dom......