exactly what it looks like
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Welp,I'm not getting any sleep tonight knowing that Ciaran has to tell me something tomorrow that could potentially make or break our 'relationship' I guess.
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ottawaisout: 23 year old me is how 25 year old me feels rn
himattchampion: same
bearfaceington: oh well then | ottawaisout: then what,I'm cOoL | bearfaceington: no,you're more aTtRaCtIvE. | user1: i-
jessgale: I took that picture 👁👄👁 👉👈 brycehall: you smoke crack? | jessgale: what does it look like?
After expressing my stress on Instagram I went over to the bojack bois house. I walked in and the first thing I saw was Ciaran sitting on the couch with a cigarette.
"Oh hey,I was about to go out for a Cigarette,You wanna come?" He said,and soon enough I was in the backyard with Ciaran smoking a cigarette.
"So" I said. "Yeah,about the other night, I'm sorry for that it was uncalled for and I was stupid drunk" He said,really sounding like he regretted it. "Well I'm not sorry Ciaran,I like you and I do think you're sexy" I said stubbornly
"Really" he said. "No,I just have the same thought everyday that I want you to nail me like a board" I said,just saying whatever came to mind.
"You really want that?" He said smiling. "Who the fuck doesn't?" I said not realizing what I'd done.
Out of nowhere Ciaran carries me inside and upstairs bridal style until we're in his room. "Are you sure you want thi-" He doesn't get to finish because I grab him by his shirt collar and kiss him.
"I'll take that as a yes" he said. Just like that we're on his bed making out. My hands start to go down lower and lower until I'm at his pants. He gives me the ok to take them off and I try my best to act like I know what I'm doing.
I guess I did a good job because he 'released' in my mouth. Right as he's got me halfway nakey I decided to tell him. "Ciaran I'm a Virgin" I said. "That's ok Ottawa,I'm not going to hurt you" He said reassuringly.
After he and I both 'released' we were laying there and I ask him, "Ciaran,what did you need to tell me?" " I needed to tell you that I think we should stop being so flirtatious" he said. "What" I say shocked. "You just took my 25 year old virginity and know you tell me that!?" I said while getting dressed
"That was before,Ottawa please" he said pleading. "No,I liked you Ciaran but then you go and do this shit" I said walking out the door.
When I got home I told Ryan what happened. While we were in the middle of flipped he gets a call. I didn't really think anything about it until I heard him say 'Matt,you really want to tell her now?!',little did I know that phone call lead to a lot of fake I love you's,A lot of drama,and One real I love you.
