1999 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 | 𝐂𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐜𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐝

8

So before you shit yourself,Yes I did indeed kiss dom but that was it. He had taken me home and as he dropped me off at Ryan's I decided to kiss him. It wasn't really anything special just a short kiss,I didn't feel anything either.
[Fast forward a few weeks]
I haven't talked to Ciaran but I missed my period. Such a great thing to happen to me right now. I called Matt to apologize, I reacted the wrong way and he is one of my best friends. "Hey Matt,I wanted to apologize to you because I reacted the wrong way, you're one of my best friends" I said sincerely. " Ottawa I still love you but I accept your apology but Ciaran doesn't seem bothered that you haven't been talking" He said. "Well about that,I think I'm pregnant, for real" I said scared. "Ott, if you are pregnant and he doesn't want to be around,I will" Matt said being very genuine.

I took a Plan B and waited and guess what, exactly, it was positive, I took another one to be sure and yep, I'm pregnant. I called Matt and told him then I had to call Ciaran. " hey Ciaran" I said very bland. "Oh hey Ottawa,What's up" He asked. "Not much,by the way I'm pregnant with your child" I said very nonchalantly.

"Are you sure it's mine" He asked. "Hmmm,let's see I've had sex with only you so yeah" I said. "Listen you don't have to be in its life,Matt has already said he would help me, I just thought I would tell you" I said. "Oh no,I'm helping you raise this baby,no question,when's the first doctors appointment" he asked.

"On the 21st at 12:00" I told him. " ok cool I'll take you" he said. "Oh ok,I'm going to go now,see ya" I said and hung up. I didn't want to talk to him,it was embarrassing to a certain extent. " Hey Ry, I'm pregnant" I said just tearing off the bandage.

"YES,IM UNCLE RY NOW" Ryan said so happy. "Yep,I guess you are" I said laughing.

Cole

Hey Ott wassup

Hey Cole,guess what

What

I'm totally pregnant

Jesus,that's new

Very new
Well ttyl

I don't know why I told Cole,I don't really know him but I kind of am just so excited I wanna tell everyone. Like seriously I'm at a point in my life where I can take care of a baby and it's so exciting because I'll have like a mini me. I'm so happy. I even Bryce, he was excited he was going to be 'Uncle Bryce' I'm so happy everyone accepts my decision to keep the baby.

Atleast I thought people supported me, I'm getting so many comments that say 'she'll get fat','slut','fucking home wrecker' and It's really getting to me.

"I'm having second thoughts about this whole baby thing, I don't know if I want to be there"............ Fucking great!