Why me ?

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⚠️ mentions of things like rape etc

Grace's pov

Great another day at school I thought to myself as I was waking up I really didn't want to but my brother came and banged one my door

" get up before we are late "

" ok ok I'm up " I said while barely being awake

I hop out of bed walk towards the bathroom to do my makeup and teeth , walk out and throw my school uniform on and grab my bag and walk out my room

Get to the living room put my shoes on and shout " come on you dork "

" we can't leave yet the babysitter isn't here "

Oh damn I forgot about Harmony.

I walk towards her room and she's obviously just woke up so I walk to her bed and pic her up

" good morning baby, how did you sleep?"

She started crying so I hugged her and shushed her as she calmed down

" shhhh. Shhh , it's okay mamas her ."

For any of you where wondering yes I have a two year old at the age of 18
See the thing was I was out with my friends like a normal 16 year old and one by one they all had to go home and the last person was leaving so I was left to walk to my house at almost 12 at night so I took a short cut (an alley way) which I normally did and I was on my phone such a stupid decision honestly. So as I was walking down I was grabbed and ... raped I tried my best to get away but he was too strong when he heard a car coming down the street he covered my mouth and I knew it was my brother and babysitter looking for me but I couldn't shout after about 15 minutes he threw me in a bush and ran of once he was out of sight I ran home trembling and told my brother who told the babysitter and then called the police they know who it is but still after two years can't find him .
And a few weeks later I took a pregnancy test just incase ... and what do you know it came back positive
I first told my brother who started freaking out we were scared we didn't know what to do we had a babysitter to look after us after my mother went missing after my father passed away , after he passed away she went physco she would abuse me and my brother everyday until the police found out and then she went missing and they still couldn't find her so they sent like a babysitter but full time I was 15 at the time and my brother was 12 so I did everything in my power to protect him he was going to go fostered but I couldn't let that happen so we lived with a lady kind of like a foster but more like a babysitter but full time .
So yea I was pregnant at the age of 16 but I could not have an abortion it wasn't fair so I skipped a year of school had my baby then went back which leads us to now

Where I have a baby but ,me and my brother live alone no because I'm 18 and have a job that just gets us by and a nice young lady she was about 21 offered to watch Amelia while I went to school for free she was my neighbour so I knew I could thrust her her name was Marie.

I was hugging Harmony when my phone rang it came up with Marie I answered

"Hello "
"Hi sorry grace I woke up late I will be ther in 20 sorry if I make you late for school "
" its ok I don't mind being late"
"Ok thank you bye "
"Bye "
I slipped my phone into my back pocket and Harmony lifted her head of my shoulder
" morning baby. Want some banana for breakfast "
"Ooo banana yes please "
"Come on then "
I fed her and then Marie got here and I had to go to school so I said a sad goodbye to Harmony she was crying the whole time
I jumped in the car with my brother and left