Storms pov
I wake up and it's like 3 am, but i can't stop shaking
I didn't have a dream or anything, it must me with my anxiety
My dreams haven't stopped, I've just got more used to them I guess
I sit up and put my back on the head bored , running my shaky hands through my hair in hopes to calm down
Billie says always wake her up, but I hate it because she barley sleeps anyway from panacking from me
I stir there for around half an hour but the shaking just gets more violent
I shake her shoulder slightly in hopes to wake her up
"B-billie"
"Mhm baby?" She says half asleep
"I need you h-help" I say and she's imedatly sat up from the alert
"What is it baby girl?"
"I dunno, I can't stop shaking and my breathings getting heavier"
"Ok, it's ok. Did you take your meds?"
"I can't remember"
"I'll go grab you some, hold tight" she replies and I nod
She runs out the room coming back a few seconds later with a pill bottle and a cup of water
I take the pill and she gets back in bed while I'm still shaking
"Come lay down baby" she says and I do so
I put my head on her chest and she wraps her arms s round me, tightly , but reassuring tightness
She kisses the top of my head every few seconds
I listen to her heart beat, elivated from usual, probably just worried about me
"I'm s-sorry"
"What is there to be sorry of baby?" She asks
"Worrying you and waking you"
"It's my job to be worried for you, it's because I love you"
"I love you too"
"Forever baby."
"Forever" I repeat, loving the thought
I can't stop shaking, and it gets a little worse
"Do you want to go for a drive?" Billie asks me
"But you d-don't know the streets"
"I'll go anywhere, and then map my way back"
"Ok, I'll go bub" I reply
I slip on some of her sweats and a Hoodie of hers and walk round to her as she locks our hands together
She opens the passenger side and I get in
She walks round and gets in the car
"Heating?"
"Just a little" I reply
She starts to drive and places a hand on my thigh, using her thumb to run it soothingly as I place my hand on top of hers
We drive for a while, my shaking stopping mostly
"How you feeling baby?" Billie asks me with her eyes fixated on the road
"Yea, mostly" I reply
"No problem, do you wanna head back or?"
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RomanceI had known Billie for ages but she was my bully All until one day things changed Update: it's not great at the start but it gets better I promise, the start of the description is horrible because I wasn't even going to post the chapters I was writ...
