"I'm in pieces it's tearing me up
the sharp edges of broken hearts
you wiped the tears off my face
when you touched me I felt your pain
the questions I needed to ask
and those you already asked
this question of love is unanswered
but tell me you'll change your mind
that you won't leave me tonight."
My memories of how it all started came haunting me.
I realized how much pain I had felt.
My words to her before I ended up on this bed,
"you kissed me like you were in Love
you looked happy with me
I think of you too much
I had your back and I stabbed it
whether you gave me your heart or not
I'll forever regret breaking it
I wish someone says "cut"
then I'll know this pain isn't real"
It came in bits and pieces, each painful memory haunting me,
I tried to make it stop but it won't stop, it came like sharp edges of swords, piercing each part of my head.
"My world crumbles as she leaves
I'll live with the pain, as i mourn
All happened in an eye's twinkle
As she decides to leave, as at night
With no reason, but left my mind's notebook blank
Beautiful cannot describe how my world was, years ago
But perfect is the exact description of what I lived in
My world crumbles as she leaves"
I finally remember the mirror and the person Inside, my conversation with the person in the mirror.
How it all felt.
She longed for my touch
she missed my face
she craved my love
and she wanted my heart
I didn't give it focus
unlike her, I didn't see a "us"
I showed no care
but she was patient
I started to give her attention
and as well seek hers
and slowly I realized it
"I love her"
-numb🤒
Author's Note:
Hey beautiful Minds!!!
This piece might be a little surprising to some🙃 Numb's got you covered.🤗
One last chapter to go🤒
There's a surprise for you guys. I won't be leaving you guys.
I 'd tell you in the last chapter.😉
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I Am Numb
PoetryAt some point in life, feeling like the world matters to you and you don't matter to it begins to feel like a norm and you just can't escape. Slowly you get eaten up by the hate fed to you by the world that you begin to feel less until suddenly, not...
