You are my Light (Intrulogical)💙💚

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Angst⚠

Logan's POV;

I wanted to yell at them. I wanted them to shut up. It was too much for me.
Roman, Virgil, Janus, and Patton were arguing again and in the middle of Thomas's video.
And Thomas was as conflicted as ever.

I tried so many times to intervene in this mess, but they shut me out. I am Logic. I am the one who is bringing sense to every conflict. And yet here I am....forced out until they call on me. Like the tool I am. I really am nothing am I?

They only use me for what they need then they throw me away until they need me again. I hate it.
It fills me with this burning sensation that's really hard to describe.
But it also fills me with sadness and then........I feel numb. I hated that feeling. But what if that's what I'm suppose to feel. I am Logic after all......facts not feelings.....

But why does it 'feel' so bad....

An aching feeling in my chest that never went away.

I didn't even notice the tears in my eyes until Thomas spoke to me.

I looked up to see everyone staring at me....but why did it bother me?? Maybe because they finally noticed me only when I'm at my breaking point? When I feel like absolute garbage!! When they made me feel like this....When they are the cause of all of this..

"LoLo?"
Patton asked in concern.

I started to shake. I don't know from what...anger? Embarrassment? Frustration?
I was never good with emotions.

Patton started to walk towards me, but I flinched away.

"Get away from me!"
I yelled

He stopped in his step and I knew I made it worse. I didn't mean to do that....did I? I always ruin everything.

I quickly sank down and ran through the mindscape. I didn't know to where. I just did.
Tears were falling from my eyes but at this point, I don't care anymore. I just want to get away from everything.
My vision was blurry and I couldn't see anything or anyone. But I don't care, I just want to run away from it all..away from my troubles......away from them.. From the people that hurt me.. From the disappointment I am to Thomas....

That's when I bump into someone.

I started to panic, and my breathing turned into hyperventilating. Please don't let it be one of them, I prayed in my mind. How could they have found me already? I didn't want to explain everything,  I couldn't. I don't want to be taken as a joke again.

"You alright dork?"

I look up to see the other half of creativity.

The relive I was exposed to was like a wave, and the next thing I knew I was hugging him and crying on him like a small child to their parent. I just needed someone..... Someone who would listen to me...

Third person POV;

Remus was feeling many emotions right now. For one, surprised. The person who would try to show the least emotions as possible is crying on him.
And, worry. What could have happened that broke him to this point.
What happened??

Remus hugged him and rubbed circles on Logan's back.
Logan was clinging on to him for dear life. His glasses were foggy and his face red with tears.
He started coughing and hiccuping while he softly whispered 'please'

Remus was very confused on what to do until he heard footsteps running towards him. He saw his brother and the other sides running towards him.

"REMUS!!"

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