Does Yeji know about my past relationship with Jisu? No. Am I planning to tell her everything about it? Also, No.
BuT RyUJiN, tHiS cOuLd pOsSibly bE ThE aNswEr tO yOurㅡ
You didn't know Yeji like I do. Once I told her that I've had a relationship with the girl she likes, she'd probably freak out and push me towards Jisu more and it's one of the things I avoid the most. Yeji gets jealous easily, which made it harder for me to tell her.
I just want some space of my own, without anyone having to bother me. Especially, Yeji and Jisu.
6:15 am
I heard droplets of water coming from the bathroom, indicating that Yeji was getting ready for her class. My stomach started to growl of hunger after I remembered not eating anything last night.
I stood up from my bed and my eyes were caught by the pancakes on the dining table. My tummy started to growl even more, so I hurried towards it to grab a little bite.
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Enjoy your meal :)
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Hmm. Who the hell leaves a note for themselves? Without another thought, I ate more of the pancakes until I heard the bathroom door open.
"These pancakes taste so good. Really enjoyed my meal," I said with a smirk.
"What are you doing? Those were Chaeryeong's!!" Nah, as if Iㅡ wait.
"You mean . . You didn't cook this?"
"No, you idiot. They gave it to me because they knew I haven't eaten last night,"
"Well, sharing isn't a bad thing. I thought you had cup noodles last night,"
"I went to bed on a slightly empty stomach and wHO TOLD YOU I'M SHARING THESE!! I'M STARVING, RYUJIN!! You don't even share your stuff with me." she took the plate away from me and rushed to eat the last one.
"Didn't your mother ever told you not to touch things that aren't yours?"
I rolled my eyes and stared at her. Who says I don't share? I even shared a room with her, a space and a braincell. Which part of 'I don't share' is she trying to say?
"Ya! Why are you staring at me like that!?" she said as she covered her exposed skin. "This is you calling me an obsessive creep while staring at me like I'm your meal or something,"
"I'm still hungry, so . ."
Sht! I hate how that turned out. I sounded like a pervert in front of her, UGH! I hurriedly looked away and went back to my bed to scroll through my phone once again.
"Pervert," she whispered to her self
"I heard that!"
"Like I asked,"
After a while of her dressing up game, the brat finally took her step out of the door. "See you later, pervert," she said before closing the door behind her.
I threw my pillow towards the door as I overthink about what just happened. Where did I find the guts to say that!? Okay, Ryujin. It's not like a big deal, stop thinking about it.
I can't believe how much of a fool I am for thinking that she'd actually make me pancakes for breakfast.
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I waited outside her building as I carried a sandwich with me. I was planning to give it to her as a peace offering. Or so, I thought.
"E-Excuse me. Is . . Yeji in there?" Frick! Why did I stammer.
"uhm, she already went to the lunch hall? What made you look for her?"
Ryujin, stop!! You're going to let her know that you ate the pancakes she made for Yeji! Back it up, nOW!
"Th-Thanks, Chae." I didn't even bother to answer her question and immediately went to where Yeji is.
As soon as I came into the canteen, I saw her and Jisu chatting with each other. My enthusiasm was replaced with disruption the moment I saw them. I didn't want to barge into their conversation, so I just went out of the place and walked towards the locker room.
Yeah, I'm a coward. I know.
3:45 pm
"Hey, Ryujin. Someone left a sandwich in my locker today. I never knew I had a secret admirer of some,"
"It's me. I'm the one who placed it there. You're welcome,"
"You're my secret admirer!? I never knew you'd actually like me that way," she said with an :0 expression.
"What!? Who are you calling secret admirer!? I just placed it there because I ate your breakfast. Don't ever think about me that way,"
I said and took off my shoe to lay on my bed again.
"It's okay. It doesn't make me upset if someone likes me. By the way, I'll be hanging out with Jisu this evening. Don't wait for me,"
"As if I actually wait for you," she chuckled.
"It's okay, Jinnie. I know you'll find your true love soon. Who do you like anyway?" she suddenly asked. Oh, so it's about me now? Interesting.
"My bed, I guess,"
"Oh, come on. I know you liked someone before. Was it also a girl? C'mon, tell me. I don't judge," If I told this girl I used to date Jisu, I'm sure she's going to lose her mind.
"Okay, I liked someone before,"
"Who is it?"
"Why are you suddenly interested in my relationships?"
"Because it's rare for me to witness you falling in love. Now, is it a girl?"
"It was guy, and I dislike him," she leaned towards me and waited for me to talk about it more. Obviously that 'him' represents Jisu. It's not like I dislike her that much, but I'm just not ready for more relationships at the moment.
"I bet he's your first love. How does he look like. Is he like a prince charming with those charming, manly features? Or one of those kpop boys like Taeyong and Amber,"
"Amber is a girl, you pabo!"
"She is!?"
"Why else would they call her Amber if she was a guy?"
"Haha. Okay, then. May the Goddess Amber forgive me for my sins," then, a 'ding' was heard from her phone. "I know you'll find your prince charming soon. Princess or whatever, I had to go now. Enjoy another peaceful moment without me,"
"Please, don't come back again!" I said and laughed after my sentence. She just laughed and glared at me before leaving our shared room.
Prince charming? True love? Secret admirer? Doesn't make me less of a human without having those, anyway.
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Fanfiction❝ do you really hate me that much? ❞ Where Yeji is scared of being left behind and Ryujin just wants a room of her own. unedited ...