My baby is a month old.
I have PPD and PPA but my bf doesnt seem to understand
Even with my antidepressants I am struggling
He gets to sleep all night and STILL has the cheak to complain ALL DAY LONG
FUCK OFF are you the one up every three hrs to feed OUR baby. No. Are you the one always up from 4am till 7am. No. So shut up!!!
Now i cant get my meds because of fucking Corona and I just want to run away and die
I want to cut
I WANT to make myself throw up!
I WANT TO DIE
She would be way better without a fucked up mum
Maybe he would grow up and be a grown up dad
Maybe the world would be better
My brother wouldnt remember me, my dad wouldnt be depressed, my mum could go on as normal and my bf could finally go out with someone small, skinny and pretty. Find a better mum for our baba.
YOU ARE READING
Ffi Ffi Fucked Up
RandomThis is basically going to be a place where I share my thoughts that I find hard to say/explain out loud. I'm open to you guys sharing your thoughts in the comments or messaging me. Please, no hate to me or anyone else. TRIGGER WARNING: Depression...
