Shot in the Dark - Ondreaz Lopez Fan Fiction

Part 12 - Regret?

6 months went by and Ondreaz was ignoring me again. This time I didn't try to talk to him because I knew all of this was my fault. I went to work every day since the day he proposed and Allen gave me a rose. He said it was counting down the days until our wedding day. The truth is, ever since the day Allen proposed I felt deep regret in my heart. Like I shouldn't be with him. My wedding was 3 days away and my mom had already planned just about everything. I couldn't bring myself to tell her anything. I used to be able to tell her everything, even when I made bad decisions. But this, this I couldn't. It would break her heart.

As the day kept drawing nearer, I grew weaker. The guilt and regret were eating me alive. To make matters worse, Ondreaz was working out shirtless and wearing nothing but a towel around me for a while. I was wanting him so bad.

One day I decided to tell Grace about everything. We had gotten so close, I consider her my best friend. I went over to her house to confess everything. "Hey girl come on in" she said. "Hey, I got something to tell you and I don't really think you're gonna like it" I said shaking. "You look stressed, what is wrong?" She asked kindly. I told her everything. From what I saw to what I did with Ondreaz. When I finished telling her everything, she said something I would have never expected.. "You and Ondreaz belong together" "What do you mean?" I asked astonished. "Well, you're never talking about Allen, it's always Ondreaz this and Ondreaz that, I can tell you are in love, I just didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you were ready to hear it but now you are" She said. "Grace I am getting married tomorrow, I can't be feeling loving feelings for anyone but my fiancé!" I shouted. "Look Cheyenne, I understand, but this pain you've been feeling, you are right, it is regret" "You need to end things with Allen" She said boldly. I couldn't say anything. I just hugged her in silence for a long time. Then I finally said "Okay".