it's not what it looks like,, memeullexx

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George looked up at will then looked down at the floor again. his eyes were bloodshot and his face was red and blotchy
"George?" will asked again
"the fuck do you want" he said
"whats going on? why are you just sat in the chair crying?" will asked sitting on the chair next to him. he just pointed at a sleeping Alex,
"what do you mean"
"he cant deal with him anymore, I'm a pain in the arse and he's sick of me" George sniffed
"mate, i can assure you he's not sick of you" will said as he put an arm around George
"you have no proof, he got upset when james was in here and you told james to go talk about me with alex so he got upset talking about me. i make him sad. he doesn't need me being a burden on him" George started crying again.
"George, the kid loves you. so much. if he was crying it wouldn't be because of anything you've done I'm sure of it" will said a bit too loud.

there was a shuffle from the bed and George stared at alex making sure he hadn't woken up, he thought he hadn't but he had. "whys George crying? whats going on?" alex thought. maybe if he just stayed there and pretended to sleep he'd find out, so thats exactly what he did.
"how can you be sure of that will? we were talking in another room we couldn't hear what they were talking about" George sighed and put his head in his hands
"mate if alex was angry or upset with you james would of told me and I'd tell you to sort yourself out, but that hasn't happened." will said soothingly
"what did james say then?" George replied after a moment of silence
"well he said that alex was crying because he worked himself up about the fact that you could possibly be just having him on and that you dont actually like him, which isn't the case is it?"
"no" george replied "well what am i doing wrong?"
"what?"
"what am i doing or not doing that makes alex think i don't actually love him more than anyone or anything on the fucking planet"
"i don't know George," will sighed
"I'm doing all i can will, I'm not good at this stuff i think that's fairly obvious but i just want him to know how much he fucking means to me but i cant. everytime i try the words get stuck or i cant do anything that shows it. cause I'm a shit fucking human. I may as well just leave him be and carry on with his normal life because I'm not cut out for this shit and I'm making him worried and sad and i don't want him to live with such a burden" George said sobbing
"look George, your not a burden on anyone especially alex. if you couldn't see that kid would kill for you. like seriously. now cmon let's go see james, calm down a but have some food maybe and we can film later if your up for it? sound good?" will said
"yeah" George sniffed.