𖧷Same day just later𖧷 mattia arrived and i told he everything.
"you like me!" he yelled as he ran into my house
"NO NOW LET ME TELL YOU EVERYTHING" i scream
"okay sorry now hurry" he says
"so i read that comment asking if i liked you and i said yes as a joke because i wanted to know what he would say. it turns out he's "in love" with me but i don't know i got him yelling at me on live not they're all gonna be on tik tok room and i'm just so stressed and i love kairi with my whole entire heart and i just lost my best fiend that i've been so close with when we were babies" i rant while i cry. mattia walked up to me and gave me a hug
"hey hey it's gonna be okay he loves you and won't ever stop loving you" he says
"promise?" i say
"promise" he says "now let's relax and wait for him to calm down and then we'll go see him and tell him it was a joke"
"okay what do you want to do?" i ask
"let's go get chick-fil-a" he says with a smirk
"yayy" i say with a smile and mattia laughs. we drive our self to chick-fil-a and i get something basic like chicken nuggets, waffle fries, and lemonade.
"thank you mattia for understanding and buying me lunch" i say
"your welcome but everyone has one question and if you don't answer it honestly i'm leaving you here" he says and i get nervous
"o-okay" i say
"do you like kairi?" he ask. i start to think about it. think about how close we are and everything about him. i might but then there's things that i think about in the back of me head saying what if you guys don't work out or what if we break up.
"i think but i'm scared" i say
"how are you scared?" mattia asked
"well if we do end up ever getting together and then break up all those years of friendship will go to waste and-" i rant
"hey, me nor the boys would let you guys stop being friends. ever" he says
"i'm still scared though. things could be awkward" i say
"liv don't worry about the future just worry about how your nuggets are getting cold" he says and we both laugh and continue to eat and have a conversation. he takes me back home and before i get out of the car i tell him
"can you come by later with me to talk to kairi please" i ask
"yes i will" he says
"thank you" i say "for everything it means so much to me" i say
"i love you liv and just know that kairi is going to be fine. go get some wrest please" he says
"i love you too and i will" i say and i get out of the car and walk inside. i decided just to go on my phone and when i unlock it i start to cry. kairi means so much to me and he knows that but the little argument that i started by saying i like mattia is the biggest regret i've ever made.
"why do i do these things to myself oh my god" i scream "i love you too kairi" i say in a whisper that you could barely hear. i decided to check his spam to see if he said anything. i saw multiple photos of him crying that broke my whole entire heart into a million pieces. i decided to post on my spam
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like/comment/share liked by polybioh and 5,361 others oliviashoes fuck. i hate my self so much :,( view all 895 comments user1 awe my liv i love you so much🥺💗 ↳ oliviashoes as you shouldn't.
polybioh everything will be okay ↳ oliviashoes see now that's where your wrong huh
user2 bruv you like mattia🤮 ↳ oliviashoes 1 no 2 stfu plz🥰
arosario69 i love you liv ↳ oliviashoes ilut💝
lizzys.babes i love you girly <3 ↳ oliviashoes ilut💜
word count 689 hiii babes umm i really don't have much to say but i hope you have a good rest of your day and you deserve the world🌟
