𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀; 𝗸𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶 𝗰𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗼

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I walk into the school and see mattia and all the other boys in their own little group talking to each other about something random. I walk up to mattia an hug him

"oh hi livvy" he says looking at me

"hi tia" I say looking into his eyes and smiling. we all starts talking but I decide to go look for liz. "hey ill be back in a bit im gonna go look for Elizabeth" I say kissing mattia on the cheek

"okay" mattia says and hugs me before I go and look for her. I end up finding her at her locker trying to put in her code

"hi liz" I say walking up and hugging her

"hi liv" she says and starts to hug me back

"im sorry that I haven't been hanging around you lately I've just been in all kinds of drama between-" I say but she cuts me off

"kairi. its always kairi, kairi this kairi that you never talk to me anymore" she says just barely above a regular voice

"im sorry liz its just been hard" I say

"yeah well how do you think I feel you're not even around me you are always with the boys" she says

"well kairi and I arent friends anymore you know that. that 16+ years of friend ship gone to waste because of something stupid. he was my best friend and these past couple of day were the hardest they have ever been" I say yelling her

"I-im sorry liv" she says

"okay" I say walking back to mattia and them but everyone was staring "hey go back to do what you were doing and stop being noisy thank you very much" I yell and the people go back on their phones and mind their own business. I decided just to go back home and call an uber or something because I was to sad yo continue my day at school.

⚠️ this is a trigger warning you could skip this part of you'd like im letting you know that if you are going through a hard time I will always be there for you because I love you so much and you deserve to live💗 my DMs on here dont work but they're always open on instagram @ kair.1 ⚠️

once I got home I ran up to my room and started crying to the point where I felt worthless I felt like no one in the world loved me. I went to my bathroom and got a razor and rolled up the sleeves on my hoodie. it burned but after a while it didn't. I stopped after a few cuts and continued to cry.

I felt alone

-later on I stopped crying and fell sleep in my bed. I woke up at about 12 and I went down stairs to find something to eat but there wasn't anything to eat so I went next-door to kairis house. I knocked on the door and his mom opened it

"hi mama" I say

"hi Olivia come inside its cold out there" she says and moved out of the way to let me in the house. "what are doing here shouldn't you be at school"

"yeah but I just didn't feel like going today" I say

"he liv why arent you and kai hanging recently" she said, that was the one question that I didn't want to hear

"well uhm- uh" I say trying to avid the question

"liv you know you can tell me anything" she says grabbing my hand and holing

"well we can start off back a couple Saturdays ago when I came to get kairi to hang out with me while my parents went on a trip. I went live and said I liked mattia as a joke and he flipped put on me and said he loved me but I was to blind to see it and left. I talked to mattia about it and i decided to just dye my hair but later on I talked to him and we got over It and we both made it obvious that we liked each other (this one is for the boys with the boomin' system top down AC with the cooler system when he come up in the club he be blazing' up got stacks on deck like he Savin' up<< girl that song started playing and I needed to include it #barbz💅) but then later mattia text me saying kairi started talking to another girl and she was so pretty but we did decide to be friends. mattia ends up coming over and we share a kiss or two. I realized that I might like mattia and I told him something like that and he said the he liked me too. on Sunday we came over to tell kairi and when he head he wasn't to happy about it. he flipped once again and made it obvious that he didn't want to be friends with me anymore so yesterday I felt so sad that I didn't want to go to school. then today I went off on him because I didn't want to be sad about him any longer. when I went to school I wanted to talk to Elizabeth and she doesn't like me anymore so I went off on her which ruined our friendship but whatever. I got an uber home and cried" I said. by the end of all that I was crying and she was holding for dear life which made me feel better about everything. my parents arent around very ofter but having her made me feel like she was my mom.

"kairi loves you liv but the fact his best friend and crush got together broke his heart but he over reacted" she said

"but he doesn't even want to be with me, he wants to be with Emily" I say with a sad face. I still loved kairi more then a best friend but I knew he didn't like me like that anymore which broke my little heart. we continue to talk about everything and she let me go to sleep on her couch because she knew I was in pain...

karlscute talks 𖤐

hi this chapter Is a roller coaster of emotions. if you ever are going through something please tell me because I have gone through things like that n I dont won't you to be alone <3 ok I love you is much babes and I hope today was a good one because you deserve it💜 muah. also thank you so much for 100 followers. i started this account 1 year ago just to read about grayson dolan and didn't think i would be writing about kairi. thank you all for everything you have done for me. all the nice compliments and love. i wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for you! i love you all so much