Friends with benefits • a/p

Chapter 4

Alex's POV
Warning: Sexual content

I think I just stood there for solid five minutes before going back outside. My eyes scanned the whole place in front of me, looking for a specific blonde hair. Unlucky for me, she was nowhere to be seen. I can't believe myself I let her slip from my hands away.

I want to slap myself so bad for not telling her to stay, for not asking her why did she leave with nothing that morning?

Her lips felt so good against mine, I think I would have lost control right there if she hadn't pulled away. Her hands were so soft, her gaze was so mesmerizing. I even felt her trembling under my touch. I felt the same way for her.

I look around one more time just to make sure she's not here, but she really isn't. Is it possible that she's still inside? I heard her going outside. Why was I just standing there and watching her walk away?

I want to leave. I want to go and find her. I want to turn the whole city upside down to find her and ask her why won't she talk to me after the amazing night we had. I make my way towards Andre and Leigh, who are obviously on cloud nine, crazy for each other.

"Congratulations mate, I'm so happy for you" - I say patting Andre on his back.

"Thank you bro, thank you so much" - he says smiling more than ever. I've never seen him so happy.

"Congratulations Leigh-Anne, I hope you liked the surprise" - I say with a slight smile.

"Okay how many people actually knew?"

"A lot" - I say. "Anyway, I'm sorry but I've got to go. I'm really happy for both of you, have the best time ever."

"It's fine mate, see you soon" - Andre says giving me a quick hug again. I hug Leigh before making my way towards the front door.

Once I get in my car and start driving, I realise I have no idea where to go. I know literally nothing about her. I don't know where she lives, I don't know where she works, I don't know anything. I hit the steering wheel a few times in anger. I don't even know what am I angry for. I'm just purely frustrated because I want her.

I want her.

And I will find her.

Perrie's POV

"Thank you for the ride.." - I say reaching the handle of the door.

"No problem, are you feeling better?" - Luke asks me.

"A bit.. I'll just take a pill or something and get some rest" - I reasure him looking at him.

He nods his head and kisses my hand.

"See you.." - I say as I open the door.

"Um.. Perrie.." - he says making me look at him again. "Can I have your number?" - he asks politely with a smile.

"Sure" - I smile slightly and type my number on his phone and give it back to him.

"Thank you, have a good night" - his smile goes wider.

"You too" - I say before stepping out of the car and closing it.

He gives me a wave before he drives away. I go back into the building as I try to decide what to do next.

I can't believe I met him again. He held my hands again.. We kissed again.. His lips felt so good. That feeling was so exciting, it made me explode on the inside, yet it was so familiar and calming at the same time.

I feel so mad at him though. He can't just use me when I'm around and then disappear with nothing. He had the chance. He ignored me like I was a piece of trash and then tries to act worried and innocent when he sees me. He probably just wants to get me in bed with him again.