There's A First Time For Everything - Kiribaku

The First Time They Spent Away After Dating

T/W: Bakugou does some not so happy things involving some not so blunt objects so if you dont like that, don't read Bakugou's bit, skip to the end after Kiribaby's bit.

[Kirishima's POV] 

I sighed, looking at the time.

01:03

'Oh look at that. First day being Bakugouless.' I sighed to my friends.

'Don't be sad Kiri! You got us!' Kami said. After the rough break-up last night we'd had a movie night with a few people. Kaminari and Sero invited their boyfriend, Shinso over and Dkeu and Todoroki came back from a date and decided to occupy the recliner and watch some movies.

'And us!' Midoriya called from across the room.

'Bakugou doesn't define your worth.' Shinso said, though he was severely sleep deprived and probably didn't know what he was saying, that was oddly wise in some way.

'I guess... it's just weird without him.' I mumbled, turning on 'Some Heros.' It was my favourite movie about the heros from 'My Hero School' going to "G-Island'' and saving it from villains. Two of the characters came together and got 'lost' before re-grouping with the rest of their friends and peers at a different part and doing a kick-ass fight scene to get the others to safety. I totally ship them though! They shared a hotel room with one bed and one of the guys gave the other a suit, knowing he wouldn't bring one. It was adorable! Plus both of them were super hot.

'M&m's?' Mina offered me the packet.

'Thanks.' I said, giving her a weak smile.

'No problem, Kiri.' She smiled back, giving me a sympathetic pat on the shoulder.

As we watched Some Heros I said something about the ship and suddenly we were in a full-on shipping battle about who was with who. Everyone agreed with my ship but were discussing whether the student hero who saved everyone at the end should be with the guy with a famous hero father or the girl who was jealous as he stood by a different girl. I realized how much these characters related to Midoriya, Todoroki and Uraraka. I told that to Mina and Kaminari who spread it in whispers around the group like the plague. Everyone suddenly agreed on the two boys being together instead.

By the time everyone fell asleep in the common room, I'd totally almost forgotten about Bakugou. I'm glad I had friends there to surround me.

[Bakugou's POV - This may get sad, self harm trigger warning]

I sat in bed completely by myself. I'm sure everyone knew by now. If anyone saw Kirishima upset, I'm sure they'd kill anyone who made him feel that way.

Maybe I should do them a favour.

It's been a while since our fight and I've done nothing but cry.

Not like they'd miss me.

I know I should apologize but my ego and pride is keeping me planted on my bed.

Probably be glad I'm not here anymore.

Then again, I feel dragged towards the tin on my desk.

Just do it. That'll make Kirishima happy again.

It will?

Of course it will. He'd be happy without me.

Because I'm everything he said I was. And worse.

I got out of the pile of hoodies and walked towards my desk. There was a little round tin of mints. Anyone could see it. I lifted off the lid, though it was a little stiff. I hadn't opened it in a while because I felt happier.

It had a razor head and around 6 loose blades. I picked one up. Rolling down the sleeve of Kirishima's hoodie, I knew it wasn't good for me, but was anything going to be good without him?

The blade wasn't that big, but it sure as hell was sharp. I looked towards my arm. At a first glance, you couldn't see any scars except burns or scratches from fighting. But if you looked even just a little closer, you could see small pink lines littered over the inside of my forearms. They were before I had my confidence. Before my good mindset. Before Kiri.

But I didn't have him anymore. My world went up in flames and I lost everything. I positioned the blade on my arm and pushed down, dragging it across. Pain shot up my arm but that didn't stop me from doing it again and again and again, repeating the motion to feel something, anything other than the hole that lay in my heart. My mind was spinning and tears were flooding my arms and before I realized it, I had cut over my wrist. Deeper than I had planned. Thick red blood over my desk and arm was all I could see through tears and black dots in my vision.

Maybe this can help him get over the pain I caused.

Maybe this will help him heal.

Help him get better.

Make him less sad.

If I had to give up my life to see him smile,

I'd die a thousand times over.

I crashed to the floor, staining my carpet red. Of course, I couldn't see it. I was out cold.

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:( Poor Bakubro. Was his part written well? I'm not that good at angst :/

KINDA IMPORTANT:

I'd like to clarify that Bakugou's part wasn't him being dramatic, its canon that he thinks he's a loser but i decided to make him somewhat depressed and his decision was the most extreme because loosing Kiri meant life had no meaning to him anymore. He thought Kirishima wouldn't take him back and tried to end it.