new york 🗽 august 15th monday (play song while reading chapter)
this really sucks.
all of it, i don't want to move and have to start over. meet new people, get used to a new school, have to learn a new place. the hangouts, the food places and everything else.
i'm pretty antisocial and a big introvert i guess i haven't really found someone to be comfortable with to have fun with and do things with but i am close with my brother alejandro.
my brother is a very nice guy, explains why he's the favorite child between him and i. he is actually really happy to move since he already has friends there which is annoying because how do you have friends in a different state already? i don't even have friends in the state we currently live in. well maybe he has better luck because he's much more social and chatty in my opinion, he's too nice which is why i don't get suprised when someone hurts him. (emotinally)
we are actually driving down today, to new jersey. ew. i don't even wanna go, at all. i just don't feel like getting used to something all over again. plus i really hate car rides, i just do. me and my dad will be in a moving truck with half of our stuff while my mom is in a moving truck with the other half of our stuff. lucky spoiled alejandro got to drive the family car with our dog there to jersey!
THIS IS WHAT I DECIDED TO WEAR:
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driving there with my dad was super annoying because i got a headache. i get headaches after being in cars so long, it didn't help with him listening to loud music and jamming out like he was the main singer of a boy band.
just.please.make.this.drive.fast.
i think to myself, as if my dad can read my mind that i want him to hurry to new jersey.
ugh. disgusting.
i'm just going to try get comfortable in the passenger seat, plug in my headphones and listen to some mac demarco and hopefully wake up at the new house.
