my brothers bsf😳🦋 - mattia polibio

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a/n: 106k reads!!! thank you guys so so so much!!! i can't wait to hit 1 million reads. i appreciate it so much you guys, have a lovely day 💓💓💓

y/n pov:

i did not feel like going to school ughhh.
i hate school so much, just so much homework and i don't even do it because it's stupid. i just do it if i feel like it but i'm pretty smart so it makes up for my procrastination.

i got ready and wore this today:

i left the house and ale dropped us off at school.
he's lowkey boring to drive with, he just drives and doesn't even get like food or coffee like kairi. sometimes he doesn't even play music like

what the fuck?

anyway, when we got to school there was still ten minutes until class started and i was looking around for kairi. i was kinda mad at mattia.

he was giving me mixed signals,
he kisses me, hangs out with me and stuff but can't check if i made the team?

doesn't do soccer this year but practiced with me and my brother?

like what was the point it felt like he was wasting my time.

i actually couldn't find kairi so i walked around the hallways by myself on my phone, lowkey lame but oops.

i walked into world history to see mattia all the way in the front and kairi all the way in the back. making me super confused, they never sit this far apart or anything. we didn't have assigned seats in this class so i questioned it. i didn't know who to sit by, but i sat with kairi.

y/n: hey you okay?
k: yeah why?
y/n: um mattia isn't sitting by you
k: yeah obviously
y/n: woah... what's wrong
k: nothing y/n can you just stop with all the questions feels like i'm in a damn interrogation room
y/n: well sorry...

i just sat down, kairi isnt usually rude to me but i guess we all have our bad days so i just sat down not wanting to bother him. it was a quiet weird class.

i texted mattia during it because idk yeah.

y/n:
hey:)

couple mins later...

y/n:
hey:)
read at 8:23 am

wtf?
is he ignoring me?
they were both being sorta rude to me so i didn't even talk to them in class i just sat and did my work.

when class ended i walked up to mattia.

y/n: hey!
m: oh.. hi
y/n: woah?
he just stood there and looked at me
y/n: do you smoke?
he was still just standing there
i stood there waiting for an answer
until he grabbed my hand and walked out with me into a empty hallway

y/n: what the hell mattia, you're gonna make me late
m: look. today isn't a good day. that's it. i'm sorry i didn't check if you got on the team and the other stuff.
y/n: oh... thanks for apologizing it just felt like you were i don't know leading me on?
m: no it's not that.  i just don't feel like i can focus on soccer with things going on that's why i didn't go to tryouts.
y/n: oh... understandable.
m: um. me and kai aren't really on talking terms..
y/n: why?
m: just uh the usual friend arguments you know...
y/n: tia really
m: we got into a argument about his ex
y/n: why do you care about his ex so much?
m: not her, him. ms jealous. she was really toxic and it sorta changed him. i really don't want it to happen again.
y/n: funny and what's so bad about her? no one has told me
m: she wasn't loyal to him, she cheated, and used him half the time. so. i don't like her, neither does the boys.
y/n: oh yeah i get it.
m: no you don't
y/n: jeez what's your problem?
m: i- sorry okay sorry. it's just you really don't. he's been super nice with you, he's a nice guy but during that time he was like kinda a asshole
y/n: why?
m: idk sometimes people change you and that's what she did to him
y/n: damn that sucks hopefully he doesn't end up like that again
m: which is why we got at it, i told him to stay away from her but he doesn't want too.
y/n: why isn't he listening?
m: he misses her
y/n: oh my god! it's been ten minutes!
m: yeah?
y/n: class!
m: oh i was gonna skip it, thought you'd notice were late
he chuckled
y/n: oh my god i have t-
m: there's no point in going, we're already considered absent after ten minutes
y/n: well what now
m: let's skip. i mean i do have this
he pulled a bag of weed out
y/n: oh my god!
i said shoving the bag down
m: relax, let's go. we'll sneak out the back door

we snuck out the back doors of the school and jogged to his car. we sat in his car.

y/n: so you do smoke?
m: sometimes yeah
y/n: that's why your eyes are all red huh?
i laughed
m:...
y/n: mattia?
m: uh yeah yeah that's why they were red my bad i zoned out
y/n: what's up with you and the boys always lying? come on just tell the truth
m: jesus i was crying alright
y/n: o- oh...
m: yeah...
y/n: ...
m: you're not gonna ask about what?
y/n: no.. don't wanna invade
m: you already did
y/n: well sorry for trying to check on you...
m: nevermind forget it, i'm gonna show you something..

he started driving and i was just quiet, after 20 minutes we were like on this hill sort of thing. i really don't know how to explain it. he got out the car and told me to follow him. we sat on these big rocks and he started rolling a blunt.

m: so you ever smoked before?
y/n: not really, just off dab pens honestly
m: what a lame
y/n: haha fuck you
m: you wish
y/n: what?
m: what?
y/n: anyway what's wrong why did you cry?
m: don't we all cry
y/n: you know what i mean
m: um i kinda struggle without having a dad
y/n: oh
m: yeah.. idk i guess it just gets hard sometimes
y/n: well i'm sorry it's like that for you
m: thanks
he said while lighting the blunt

god i swear he looked so fine rolling it
and smoking
who would've thought
he's much more open than kairi i noticed, he actually vents.

he passed it to me
i started smoking, we just vibed together

y/n: what is this place?
m: it's the spot
y/n: wdym?
m: me and the boys spot, we haven't show ed alejandro yet and anyone else but i'm pretty sure they won't mind that i showed you
y/n: hopefully not
m: yeah it'll be fine

after smoking me and him went in the car and he drove to an ice skating place.

y/n: what's this?
m: a good place. me and my mom actually use to come here when i was like in middle school.
y/n: oh what is it
m: it's like a ice skating rink and arcade combined, they have really good food too.
y/n: good i'm starving

we walked in and the place wasn't crowded thank god, probably since it's like 10am and a school day. it was just a bunch of younger kids. there were lights all around, like led type. idk how to explain it, but it was pretty nice. we walked in and got the skates.

y/n: um i don't know how to ride
m: don't worry, i'll teach you. yk i use to play hockey before i got into soccer.
y/n: wow really?
m: yup

short chapter, i will continue the next chapter based off this ending. sorry for not updating for so long❤️