𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰/ 𝐇𝐢𝐦.

ch3

My mind thought about Ethan often after I met him at the party. He had very light colored eyes, and he wasn't afraid to just stare into mine. Nick had been a little rude the past days ever since he saw that little moment between Ethan and I.
I didn't really understand the feeling he was getting about Ethan and I, I mean he literally is hiding the fact that him and Ava are a thing. He still hasn't admitted to them dating secretly and her either.

But it's besides the fact, I just want to work on myself, and focus on myself most importantly. I have to get ready for the day, and film content.

I've had my outfits planned for the week so it wasn't hard to pick and choose from today. And hair and makeup, easy.

I walked into the kitchen to find my mom on the couch. And my dad cooking, of course.

"Hey papa, hey mommy." I said smiling.

My brothers all stayed in their rooms most of the time, and they aren't early birds either. I have 4 brothers, and I live with 3. And my sister lives with her mother.

"Good morning darling." My dad said in a fake accent.

I laughed.

"Hey rose." My mother said.

"How was the event?" She asked.

"Very fun. So many new people. This business is expanding like crazy." I said.

"It is! I've seen so many new ones." My mom said.

"Yes exactly. But , I also met a couple producers and directors." I said.

"That's exciting, what are they for?" My dad asked.

"Movies...tv shows...maybe even a reality show?" I said.

"Oh we'd be perfect for that!" I said.

"We honestly would." My mom said.

"Just think, me and vincent, Nicolas, and Jorge, and you two." I said.

"Our show would be the most entertaining, this family is crazy." My dad laughed.

"Yeah." I laughed.

"Well im going out!" I said.

"Okay, text us." My mom said.

As I was walking to my room my phone received and text message.
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Ethan Fair
let's hang out some time tomorrow are you free?
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oh yeah, I'd love to. what doyou have in mind?
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we can hang out at my place? i wanna show you something.
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too soon?
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no no no, that's perfect :) , what time should i come?
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come around 5
my address is 2702 ne 4th drive 44944
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okay ill see you tomorrow.
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:)
1:17pm

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Okay, well that should be fun.

Nick
I need to talk to you
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something
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                                              great im going out rn
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can u pls come over
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                                          yea ill be there in about a hour, I have to pick up something from a store.
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fine
read now

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I wonder what's up with nick seriously. Every since the event he's been acting weird. I really didn't wanna talk about Ava and him.

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I picked up some clothes i had to post for and then I drove to nicks, the only reason I ubered to the event was Incase we drank.

I knocked on the door and nick shorty opened it.

"Come upstairs." He said.

I followed him up the stairs.

Which he then walked into his room and did the door.

We both sat on his bed and I waited for him to speak.

"Look i don't want you to get hurt by a boy, I don't think that boy is a perfect for you."
He spoke.

"Ah ya ya. Nick who are you talking about? Ethan?" I said.

Really he was intimidated by Ethan?

"Yes. Look im serious, I know what's best for you." He said.

Then he grabbed both of my hands.

I looked at our hands and then at him.

"Nick are you serious? Do you know ethan or something?" I asked and pulled my hands away from his.

"Yes-no, kind of?" He said.

"Kind of? Tell me." I said.

"No." He said.

"Then if I want to hang out with him I will." I said crossing my arms.

"Look, he used to be very addicted to weed, and he'll try and get you to do it." Nicks excuse was so lame.

I giggled.

"Are you serious? Is that really it?" I laughed.

"Why are you laughing?" He seemed annoyed.

"Weed isn't even bad." I said.

"Nick you don't control who I hang out with." I said.

"I'm not trying t-" I interrupted him.

"And don't think I don't know about Ava and you dating." I said.

He got quiet.

"It doesn't matter, I'm happy for you both, but you should've told me. I don't have feelings for you nick, so don't worry about my love life. You're my friend." I said.

"I'm not worried about who you date. It's just him." He said.

"Bye Nick, I'm leaving now. Call me when you're cool." I said.

This was a term nick and I used to say call me when you're calm.

Honestly I feel like nicks confused with his own personal feelings, and doesn't understand them at all.

He's dating Ava yet he's inviting me over to speak about someone he thinks I want a relationship with. Maybe nick has feelings for me and he doesn't know it himself yet, but I do not, do not! Like nick. He'll always be a bestfriend, he's not the type I go into love with.

At least I know Ava and him are having a sexual relationship , now I don't have to believe that. It's a fact.

I just think nick now didn't want to tell me not because he thinks I like him, but because he likes me. And Ava's in love with him, while he's in love with two girls, her and I. He needs to quickly understand his feelings, and then talk about them with his girlfriend.
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end of chapter 3