𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰/ 𝐇𝐢𝐦.

ch4

The next morning
Oh gosh... Nick and I's moment had been on my head the whole night. Maybe I was a little rude. I felt like apologizing, but it was so rude of him to say that I shouldn't hang out with someone. And not even think to tell me him and ava have been having sex.

I'm a Virgin. I've only had one boyfriend, but he wasn't the one, the marriage man. And nick has been really all my firsts, as far as making out and hickies, other than that I'm pretty innocent.

The only reason nick and I have ever gotten sexual was because I wanted to try with him because I knew I could trust him. And he wouldn't take advantage of that.

Anyways...

Today I'm seeing ethan, which to be honest excited me. His touch that night of the event... his fingers were so graceful. And not only was he attractive all around, his smile was gorgeous and he has the lightest eyes.

But i don't know him. So that's why I'm going to spend time with him today, see what I learn from him and about him.

I got dressed In a black bralett, and some blue high waisted jeans. Did my hair accordingly, and some light makeup. But the part I cared about most was my hygiene, I wanted to smell and be clean to the best of my ability.

So I rubbed lotion on all the exposed areas and sprayed a couple of pumps of perfume on myself.

And I let ethan know I was on the way.

Once I finally arrived I was just a tad nervous.

I knocked on his door, and he opened it a couple seconds later.

"Come in." He said.

I proceeded to walk in, and my eyes traveled around his home, it was very modern and I liked the vibe he had in there. He also had LEDs set up on most parts of the house.

"Hi." I smiled.

"Hello." He smiled at me.

Each time he spoke to me, he's full attention was on me, one hundred percent. But not only that, he strictly made eye contact, and I loved that. I loved that he knew eye contact wasn't weird, and that it was more of a flirty- but sweet gesture showing you care about what's in front of you.

"I want to show you some of the songs I'm creating. I have a studio, but the computer has attachments for it in my room aswell." He said to me.

"So i want you to choose." He said smiling.

Such a mischievous smirk.

"I guess your room?" I laughed just a little awkwardly.

"Of course." He laughed just a bit.

He started to walk so I followed him.

Which then we ended up in his room.

"Okay, so on some real shit let's sit so you can listen." He walked to his desk where the computer sat ontop of.

He sat in the chair.

He looked at me.

"You can sit." He nodded his head.

Referring to the futon he had right next the desk, with a coffee table in front of it.

"Oh yeah, I'm sorry." I said.

I didn't even realize how focused I was on him, that I didn't even sit.

"You're good." He said and turned his head tot the computer.

I watched him silently as his fingers moved around on the computer, while he got the song ready to play, I just admired his features. But I couldn't help but feel on my toes in front of him.

I kept fidgeting with my hair, making sure it was placed right. I moved around on the futon every few minutes, I was concerned about my posture. If my legs were crossed. It was just a bit crazy, I was trying to look by best in front of him.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Yes, I'm okay." I smiled at him.

"You sure? You're moving around on that futon a lot." He said.

"I." I laughed with embarrassment.

He smiled, and giggled slightly.

I looked away from him, because I was too shy to even look at him.

"I'm just jumpy." I smiled with embarrassment.

"Sure you are." He squinted his eyes knowing that I wasn't "just jumpy" , but that he knew he was making me nervous.

"Let me play the song." He giggled at me.

He clicked a button on his computer and the song started to play.

The song had a chill vibe, and honestly was something I'd listen too. I didn't know he'd be as good as he was either, he really was talented.

The song was amazing, I had asked him if he was releasing it.

"Nah, I don't really think it's ready." He said.

"Are you kidding? It's amazing, I think you should. It's honestly something I'd vibe to or listen." I said.
Trying to give him the confidence he needs for the music.

"You think so?" His fingers brushed his lips just a bit, and my eyes followed.

And he noticed it, because his eyes followed mine.

"Uhm. Yes. Yes. Really ethan, this song could be something big. People on the radio will listen." I said.

"Well. If you really think it's that good, then I will." He smiled.

"Oh my gosh! That's so great! When are you going to?" I asked him.

I was truly excited of him, I knew his song and the work he put into it would grow big.

"Sometime this week. I'll send you a text about it. Or you'll see it on my instagram too." He said to me.

"Well I know it'll do well." I smiled.

"Thank you. It means a lot, Roselie." He said my name.

Just causing me a little butterflies to my stomach.

"Yeah." I nodded my head towards him.

"So do you have time?" He asked me.

"Like the rest of the day?" I said.
"Yes." He said.

"I do." He smiled once those words left my mouth.

"Would you wanna watch a movie?" He asked.

"Here at my place." He quickly said.

"Yes- i would." I slightly smiled.

"Okay, choose your spot, futon, my desk chair or my bed..." my heart flutters.

"Uh" I said just a little awkwardly.

"Not with me of course. If you choose my bed. We have our separate spots, I just want you to have first pick." He smiled.

I laughed him.

"You play too much." I said giggled, play hitting him. My hand lightly glides againsts his.

He looked at my hands and then at my face.

"So?" He smiled.

"I'll take the futon." I chilled.

"Okay, I'll take my chair." He said.
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end of chapter 4
The next chapter will continue from them watching the movie. 💞