𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰/ 𝐇𝐢𝐦.

ch 9

Ever since I left Ethan's that day. I just. I felt so weird about what I did to him. I mean of ha course he enjoyed it.

But me... I felt like I was doing something that was made for whores.

I regretted doing that to him. But part of me still wanted to see him.

Also, I thought about him way too much, it's wasn't normal how much I thought about him. I wondered if he ever thought of me, and I hoped it wasn't just sexually. That maybe he liked my laugh, or just my presence. But not just my pretty face, and body.

I wanted to see Jazlyn so I figured me and her should hang out.

"Hey rose, what's up." She picked up the phone call.

"Hiii. Can you come to my house. I wanna hang out." I said.

"Yeah Yeah Yeah. Of course. What time?" She said.

"Be here in a hour." I said.

"Ok I'll text you when I'm outside." She said.

"Ok bye" I said and ended the call.

I thought about telling jazlyn about Ethan, I just didn't really want anyone to know about him yet.

I haven't even told my brothers or my parents. And if my dad knew what I did to Ethan, he'd be... disappointed.

And I knew that. But I feel I can trust ethan and that's why he didn't finger me.

jazlyn🧚🏻‍♀️
im here
okay the doors open
read 1:35pm

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couple second later jazlyn walked into my room.

"hiii i missed you" Jazlyn hugged me and I jumped onto my bed.

"I missed you more." We laughed together.

"Bro, your dad is so funny. He was so happy to see me walk in." She laughed and plugged her phone in the charger.

Jazlyn and I are pretty comfortable with each other, of course we know our boundaries, but for the most part, we share clothes shoes, even food sometimes.

So yes she just uses the chargers when she needs it. I giggled.

"Really?" I laughed at her.

"What's funny." She said sarcastically and plopping onto my bed out of breath.

"Nothing. It's just weird." I held my laughter inside of me.

She furrowed her eyebrows at me.

"Anyways. Nick had been talking about you a lot." Jazlyn said.

"Huh? Good I hope." I said.

"Yeah... it's not that it's bad. But he sounds jealous." She said to me.

"Wait." I smiled a little.

"When did he even say this?" I asked.

"He asked to hang out a couple days ago, and there was points where he'd bring up your name, asking about you." She said.

"He's jealous of the boy you saw me with at the kristal event." I told jazlyn.

She giggled.

"But you aren't even with him." Jazlyn said.

"I know that, but nick thinks that he likes me." I told her.