𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰/ 𝐇𝐢𝐦.

ch5

1 hour into the movie.

"This movie is so creepy." I said to him.

"Do you wanna watch it?" He asked turning his head to me.

"I do." I smiled.

He squinted his eyes at me.

"Do you want me to come closer to you?" He asked, basically rephrasing what he just asked.

"I...i don't mind." I shyly looked away from his eyes.

The movie that was played was named "Us" very creepy, it's clones of yourself but it was just weird the way they spoke.

He got up from his chair, and he walked to his bed.

"Come." He said to me.

He layed himself on his bed, and I walked towards him.

I placed my shoes by his door and I slid into the bed. And laid next to him.

I really wasn't familiar with cuddling, and I didn't know Ethan that well, I mean I knew how he was in general but I didn't know him on a deep level, yet. We were getting there.

He told me it was okay, that it was normal to do this.

"Are you sure? You don't have a girlfriend or anything you're hiding?" I furrowed my eyebrows at him.

He laughed at me.

"I promise you I'm not dating anyone, and I don't just lay in bed with anyone." He said.

I looked at him for a couple seconds, understanding him.

"Okay..." I slid close into his arms, and I felt his hands slither around my waist.

Normally, only knowing of someone for a couple of months and actually knowing them for a couple weeks, I'd feel weird about what I was doing right now. But not with him.

I was comfortable, safe. He didn't push more than his arms around my waist. He didn't slither his hand into my panties, he just held me, and watched the movie, like he said.

The movie eventually finished, and I just wanted to lay there with him for a little longer.

I dozed into a sleep in his arms for a little, and I believe he did too, and was considerate to the fact I was in a light sleep on him.

I stretched my body, from the nap I took and felt his arms still wrapped around me, but he was sleeing light because he woke up not too long after me.

"Sorry." I apologized.

Most of the time I felt like I was a intruder to people. Like everything I did, I needed to apologize for. No one ever really addressed me in the moment, they'd usually brush it away and just laugh, but Ethan reassured me that I needed to not apologize for little things.

"Mmm." He runched his hair with his hand.

"Thank you..." I said very low.

"For what?" He said in the same tone I said.

"I don't know. For holding me the whole movie." I said.

"You don't need to thank me for cuddling." He said to me.

"Okayyy..." I said
"And for not being a horny creep, and not doing more than holding me." I playfully said.

We both laughed for a good second.

"Yeah. I wouldn't do that, specially not now." He said in seriousness.

"I'm not saying I want to do anything, but what do you mean?" I asked him.

"I'm not the type of guy to push sex onto a girl, then fuck her and then not talk to her. If that is what I am there for tho... different story." He said.

"I mean I guess that makes sense, but there no way a girl doesn't feel some love feelings for a boy after intimate moments." I told him.

"But if they know that themselves, don't offer you're innocence to me, with intentions of no feelings attached, you feel me?" He says.

"I understand you, but most of them have the intentions of not catching feelings-"
I said but he interrupts.

"But they can't help it." He bites his lip. Of course in a joking way, but I'm more turned on then amused.

"Yea..." I said fiddling with my fingers while I sat next to him.

I knew he knew I was nervous... he just never pointed it out, thankfully.

"Well it isn't just the boys either, it's the girls too. You girls use us for attention when your boyfriends aren't giving it to you." He said and broke the sexual yet awkward silence.

"Yes. Bu-" Ethan then put his hand in front of my face, and told me to sh.

"There's no buts, y'all do use us as rebounds or use us for the same things we use you for." He said.

"Hm. Believe that if you want." I gave him a sarcastic smile.

"Gladly." He squinted his eyes at me, all mischievously.

"Well... thank you for inviting me over." I smiled at him Genuinely.

"Yeah, we should see each other more." He said and we both stood up.

"I agree..." I smiled.

"I'll walk you to your car." He said.

"Thank you." I said.

As we walked to the car, I looked at him from the back, just analyzing his features.

We stepped outside and it was cold and the sun was setting, and the breeze blew, and I hoped he had smelt all of the lotion I put on, because I sure smelt his cologne in that breeze, making me to be in a more euphoric state but droozy.

"It's so-cold." I said to him.

He smiled at me.

And he unzipped his jacket he was wearing with a little playboy bunny on it, and wrapped it around me.

"There. You keep my jacket. And stay warm." He said.

"Ethan. You didn't have to give me your jacket." I said to him.

"Oh but i did." He did a fake confused look and looked around sarcastically.

I laughed at him.

I went to hug around his neck but he he shot his arms around over me. I felt a little embarrassed, what was I gonna hug him like that for.

He clearly is not a relationship type guy.

"Bye." I smiled at him and got in my car.

I watched him walk into his house and then i drove away out of the driveway.

Ethan's Thoughts

Next time, it's the questions. 3rd time is the virginity. I thought to myself.

She's a cutie. And I want her, so I need to know if she's a Virgin. Although, she does compare to my first love. Actually the only girl I was in love with. I didn't really love anyone else. Roselie, she's different. I feel I could love her, but I want her sexually first.

Roselies thoughts

He was a gentleman. Maybe I'll hang with him soon.
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End of chapter 5