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"I'm not letting anyone get to you, Chim. I promise."

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Author pov

The members tear up at Yoongi and Jimin's cute interaction. Jimin lays his head on Yoongi's chest, tired out from the crying and screaming he's been doing.

The doctor and nurse come in with a clipboard. "Min Yoongi, you're lucky! You'd have to stay in the hospital for a month but with the way things are going, you might get out in a day or two."

The members were shocked at this. Shocked but happy. Yoongi runs his hands through Jimin's hair as Jin comes over.

"You feeling okay?" Jin asks, noticing Yoongi's sad look on his face. "I think? I don't know," Jungkook sits down on a chair. "What do you mean hyung?" He asks. "I mean, I'm supposed to be happy because I lived right? I mean I love you guys but, I don't want to be alive." Jimin tightens his embrace around the older.

"If I'm alive, I still have to deal with those mean people on the internet and t-the voices in my head. Living is h-hard, hyung." Yoongi confesses, hanging his head and letting a tear slide down his cheek, not bothering to hold it in.

Jin lifts Yoongi's head and cups his cheeks, wiping his tears and giving him a smile. "When it comes to trying, you do really well. I'm proud of you." Yoongi's eyes water again at the thought of someone being proud of him.

"You are?" He asks, as Jin wipes away more tears from Yoongi's cheeks. "Of course I am, you've been doing so well." Yoongi almost cries again at the praise. "We're all proud of you hyung." Jungkook says, smiling.

"Yoongi-chi, you must be hungry....you haven't eaten real food in days." Yoongi nods with a slight pout, making everyone's heart melt.

"I'll bring him food from the resturaunt we saw a few days ago!" Jimin and Taehyung say at the same time. "You two said you'd split the bill so no fighting over who gets to pay." Jin says from the hospital bed.

The members file out except Jin who lays down on the bed with Yoongi. "Okay now tell the truth. I know you didn't want Jimin to worry but how are you feeling?"

"Fine." Yoongi says dully. Jin has come to realize that when Yoongi says he's fine, he's far from it. He pulls the younger into a tight embrace as tears slip out of Yoongi's eyes. "I mean....I w-wanna be fine." Yoongi says, his voice trembling.

"I know, I know, Yoongi. I know." Jin says, softly.


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Yoongi pov

Jin hugs me while showing me all of the tweets from Army that I've missed.

soju.ggukhope you all are proud of yourselves you drove yet another idol to suicide as a fandom our job is to love our idols not put them down for anyone who has written a hate comment, you should be ashamed.

^im.yoongisexualexactly im so sad for yoongi :c

jhopeslegsssyoongi please get better :c the people who hated on you are not real armys and screw that interviewer! and that seoyeon girl

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