13. A LOVER, A BESTFRIEND

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A best friend, A lover
(2017)

w are you? Are you okay?
What’s happening to you?
Can you please rest and lay?
Everything have changed,
After I confessed my feelings;
The happiness of mine, turned me into shy being…


It is mistake?
Mistake of falling in love with you;
Mistake of caring for you;
If I can turn back time,
Will everything stay fine?
Will you become mine?


Back then, we’re the closest best friends,
Now, you have left me without any reference;
Yesterday, grateful moments occurred,
Today, the happiest turned obscure…
I invited you to my home;
I surprised you with balloons; with cake and the blouse;


I am shocked when you grabbed be tightly;
I hoped you didn’t noticed how my cheeks blushed sweetly…
I turned the radio on, the DJ was talking about LOVE;
I looked at you to take a glance,
Your eyes are sparkling like diamonds;
Your lips is pinkish as rose…



When there’s no one else;
Just you and me all alone;
I stared at you,
Wishing to be your phone;
Your phone always with you,
On your hands and your presence…


I had a chance to hold your soft hands;
I put it in my heart; “Do you hear my heartbeat?”
It was beating so fast;
And beating faster and faster;
You welcomed me with your smile;
Your smile that I love the most, no joke nor lie…


Your eyes circled, being surprised;
For the words I uttered;
Burst out of feeling…
No, this can’t be true, erase your words;
My heart felt an ache;
Stabbed by your sword…


Millions of words have made me confuse;
You walked away as a sign of refuse;
Believe me it’s true and sincere;
As I pulled you close to me;
Your mouth shut,
Our lips met…


I am now by myself,
Wishing for you to come back;
Where are you now?
Maybe, you’re okay or you’re not;
My system is critically misfunctioning;
Like it had been shot…



If I could go back in time;
If I can make a time machine;
I will delete those words to remain unsaid;
I will rather choose to become your best friend;
But, how? I can’t!
For you, I’m just a simple friend…



Someone told me to the place where you have been;
I traveled by; run and run;
I surpass the hot sun with sun screen;
Yes, I finally found you here!
You’re sitting near the mango tree, mind flying somewhere;
I weep out of mixed happiness and sadness…



I silently walked towards you;
No words can explain, all of my feelings for you;
I experienced again the touch of your hands;
Please, hug me more;
Embrace me without hesitations;
I love you too my best friend, Forevermore…



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