Wounded Butterfly 🦋

Reality? Realization? Stings!

Sorry for being such late,first of all Ramadan Mubarak to u all. Wish u a very peaceful,prosperous and blissful one. I was busy in pre ramadan preparation,now just accommodating myself with my new routine!
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She was having her tea in the kitchen area when BB announced his name to go next for journey video. He left bedroom with good luck slogans behind him.
He had that wide bunny's smile on his face. He was really excited to see live audience once again. He really enjoyed the experience before it when they did comedy club task with live audience.
She totally ignored his presence,he passed by kitchen and wait for hardly 2 sec for the door to unlock. She is really good in pretending and he knew it really well.
He went and to his surprise he was welcomed more warmly by the audience and he was damn happy to see this. His heart was jumping to see people chanting for him,his one touch and his smile. He was overwhelmed to see his craze back in the town. Every chant of his name giving him goosebumps. He was looking around him, there were wide smiles,admiration and love.
This kind of warm response grabbed her attention inside and she walked to the glass door and start listening what BB and people has to say.
BB voiceover came and they admired him like never he did for anyone becoz he deserves all this. He called him "Hero" and "King of the show" talked abt the ups and down of his journey and in the last  his friendship with Shehnaaz and dint forget to mention their hashtag "SidNaaz". Sid felt sheer happiness and instantly the crowd start chanting "SidNaaz". He was so delighted to listen this. He came to knw so many times that public really liked them both together. But this chant is making him jovial and he tried hard to compose himself but it blurted out in a "cutest blush". He cant help it man.
Other side of the glass door she was contented and beaming with happiness. It gives both the confidence and happiness to see the approval of society for their relationship.
Then, his journey started with his hardest times in the house, the turns and turmoils,his aggression, his head strong point of views,reshmi and his arguments,asim and his ugly fights and much more. He was not happy to see his aggressive side that mch becoz he listened alot abt it so many times and people dint appreciate it that mch. But his hardcore fans were still hooting for his this "a heroic" side.
He came to know the real faces and dark hearts of so many people. Reshmi who dint want to water him while he was dying, paras whol claimed so many baseless things, mahira who insulted him many times and last His own brother Asim, who ditched him very badly. He left nothing between them.
He was laughing at his flirtatious sessions with almost every girl of the house for the sake of content but he really enjoyed it.
      He saw his best connections of this house, one is his brother Asim and the other is his "Moti baby" his love of life ❤️ and he was so happy, he made them his closest ones. A very happy smile played on his face while watching asim and his brotherly bond, they shared so many amazing moments together. Sid dont have any brother but this guy is really made him feel a real big brother but things dint go smooth btween them with the passage of time and around these opportunist people. He saw how Reshmi and gang played, manipulated Asim to get him on their side. The rest of the things done by Dear Himanshi and Shefali J. It pinched his heart to see Asim get manipulated by these players. "It was not Sana, i knew it", he thought while watching.
The part came where he patched up with Asim after first fight and sharing a group hug with Arti,Asim,Himanshi and Shefali J. A regretful feeling started residing in his heart, he always feel dejected when he thought his fight with sana after himanshi's entry. She needs him the most at that time and without any bad intention he left her alone. This thought sinks his heart everytime.
    He always wanted to see himself and shehnaz on screen. How they look together? A polaroid of them left him in awe a week before.
Now his most awaited part came, his bonding with shehnaaz with Arti's voiceover. There were clips of their early days of bonding and rafta rafta was played in bg.
   A single shot of them, watching the moon together, left him in awe leaving a wide lop- sided grin on his face. She was looking prettiest marsh mallow.He sighed and stared in awe while composing himself. People started hooting making him smile more.
     Shehnaaz really got excited with teary eyes to hear "Tere liye" of Atif aslam. She was sure it was her part in his journey.
    Every scene,every conversation making him more jovial and contented. There were clips of their tom and jerry fights, masti, her confessions, her kisses wich she was showering on him,her admiration demands,her demands to kiss her back filled his heart with joy.  There was a clip of him sayin "I like u" made him laught out loud with his full heart. "No doubt we look adorable together,"he thought back of his mind.
From their couple dances to their hand-locked hugs. He saw her giving him head messages to leg messages.
From getting her slaps to her flying chappals.A lot of good times left a wide grin on his face.
No doubt due to her, this journey is that much beautiful.
He saw her crying like a baby after him leaving for hospital. It made him so soft for her. After that, a scene came where she was hitting herself due to him, when he was un intentionally saying jealous word again and again to her. It made his heart jolt. She was looking in so mch pain,so miserable. It pinched his soul.
       His conversation with her abt her being his addiction like cigerette, made him shy and the public hooted their lungs out in joy and made him laugh out lil louder. He saw the parts where he was mad at her and said harsh things without meaning them. It was crushing him to see this. He was surprised to see her confession is out and people enjoyed her different style and the demand of ilu from him
     There were cries of her for him, her tears she shed for him, he saw it with regretful expressions,inside his heart it was making him weak too mch.He cant see her like this. She belongs to happiness. She is a happy of his life.
    He saw how others take advantage of her flip and manipulated from her everytime. An emptiness started creeping inside him.
The song changed "Tujhe kitna chahein aur hum" with his confession to not trust her for life. He was not liking himself being so heartless to her everytime. Her coaxing sessions were being played on the screen and he noticed everytime his harsh words dimmed the shine of her face, her glowing eyes becomes so empty.
How he left her behind to hurt her, but now watching this was hurting him too mch. Now he came to knw why people cant see her tears.She dint deserve all of this, she never deserved this all. Why I've done this much? She irritated me so mch but as an audience its not looking nice! Thats not me!!! But he was so proud of her apart from fights, she came back to him everytime. She prefers him over everyone. Her consistency to coax him left him in deep pride.
With her he had never felt like she is his competitor. Her company always makes him forget all his worries,agony, miseries and discomfort. She has that special thing which relaxes his soul in a best way. She was his very own remedy.  She makes him feel loved, the most. Her part ended with her bold dialogue "Jitni baar teri shakal dekh rahi hoon,mujhe teri shakal p e pyaar ajata hai" leaving a proud smile on his face while the audience screamed out loud.
On the other side of the door her face was full of tears and Arti looked at her in surprise and left the kitchen.
His mum part came and he started crying he never live apart from his mum for a day even. He was literally missing her more than he could say even.
Journey ended!
BB voiceover came and they wished him luck for finale and admired him one more time. Audience were hopping with joy to say him good bye, she ran to her bed while wiping her  tears. He hit his hands with the audience for goodwill gesture.
He entered the house in elation, there was something changed in his gait, he was more confident,more happy and more comforted. The confidence the audience inculcate in him made him feel surreal.
His chirpy bird, his own butterfly was sitting right infront of him, he was so elated to see her right now. He pushed the door, asim grabbed his attention for a sec by asking how's it?
He replied with a wide grin "Fu*k! Its surreal  man oh fu*k", and headed towards her and ask for a hug "come on! Gimme a hug!"
There was something in his tone,sheer confidence but she cant reciprocate in seconds for the first time. He knew why she cant hug him.
She dint like the way i was not letting her hug me. That's why he asked for it. He knew she wont come this time. He pulled her up from her face lovingly and made her stand and engulf her in his arms. She leaned in him for a tighest hug and he reciprocated with the same warmth.
She missed his warmth and it melted her soul and heart.
He knew he made her feel dejected so many times but he will fix her and everything. After the tightest hug he broke the hug while pressing her waist and she moved away while pecking his chest. All the Hms were watching them with fake smiles( specially Arti 🤦)  except Asim. He always knew what she meant for him.
He moved from her and said to Asim "Aaja tu b aja" which made Asim giggle out loud.
They shared the same brotherly hug once again, with wide grins on their faces. "I'm happy for u bro", Asim said while hugging him. Both patted each other's back and broke the hug.
          He was so elated at this time, he realized so many things today. He thought he will mend eveything, he will complete every incomplete conversation, he will heal every wound of her,he will make her happiest, for her, for him ,for THEM, without knowing what life holds for him next!
    It was not the end of anything its the begining of so many heartfelt things which should be said before but left unsaid!

LOVE~
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(Valuable sugesstions and concerns required, will update the next soon now)

I will not write a whole chapter on her journey video bcoz it wont turns the story.

XOXO