Wounded Butterfly 🦋

"Candid shots"

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Hope u"ll like this too like the rest!
Its a bit long update, hope wont bother u guys so
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At 9 the song played ,everybody have woken up but still in their beds. Sid pulled her close to him, kissed her forehead and she saw him with her sleepy,swollen eyes and smiled.  She was  extra happy today, finally this journey came to end, this thought gave her butterflies in her stomach. She got up wd very positive energy.
The song finished and they got up from their beds except Sidharth Shukla, Shehnaaz left for washroom. She brushed her teeth, washed her face and came back to her bed where he was breathing loudly in deep sleep. She want to wake him up but she dint and let him sleep.
After half and hour, the BB team sent fancy breakfast for them and it was in large quantity, more than for 6 people. They found it lil weired and were surprised too but nobody mentioned it and put their plates on table. There was a strange silence in the house.They all were going through the rollercoaster of emotions . They were not talking to eo wdout any need. Only exchange of smiles were helping them to behave  nicely with eo.
Aray sid ko to jaga lo yr, kha le aa k, pta nahi bad m kab farigh hoon, reshmi said randomly.
Shehnaaz was not liking her sudden concerns for him, she dint like whenever she shows her extra concern for him. Moreover she could relate to it was that, this is going on since yesterday after their ugly spat.
Arti went to get him up for food.He left the bed and went in washroom to freshen up.
He came back, sat beside her, started eating from her plate. She dint utter a word, he also dont find it necessary.
The typical ting-tong bell rang, they all got  excited,jumped into the garden area in shock and excitement. They were having mixed feelings.
Koi ayega, koi aye ga!! Paras said excitedly.
BB himanshi ko hi bhej do yr, its Valentines Asim uttered in happiness.
Haha, kia bat h,kia baat h,kia baat h, sahi h, paras said while laughing.
BB mahira ko b bhj do phr, paras said desperately.
Everybody laughed at them.
The confession room glass door unlocked and they heard some familiar voices.
Himanshi K, Shefali J and Mahira S, went into the house for some performance rehersals. Shefali J had only a single song appearance. As sid and shehnaaz,asim and himanshi, paras and mahira going to stay together but rashmi and arti need someone to have as company. Channel being so soft for them sent her too early.
They moved inside the house, mahira jumped onto paras, asim ran and hugged himashi, shefali met arti and then came towards sid to meet him. Shehnaaz was not at all happy to see her because she never liked her vibe, she found her really negative and hers unnecessary closeness wd sid pisses her off. Its ridiculous as she is insecure of a happily married woman but the fact is, her possessive nature is not letting her. Sid hugged her wd one arm as sana dint left his other arm and he dont want any facade to happen so he dint even tried.
After her, Mahira came and she hugged him with a jerk, her arms were tightly around his neck while its hard for him to reciprocate that much warmth in her presence.Sid had a wide grin over his face. Shehnaaz dint like his this much closeness with any other girl. If he wants her not to be over friendly with any guy, she expects the same from him.She left his arm so he could reciprocate properly but he dint. Actually he dint even knew she left his arm. All that her hyperactive energy died somewhere now. She knew this is going to be the very tough day for her.
After meeting everyone, Shefali started her  irritating rant "Aaaasiiimmmm" to which he  replied "Shefaaaliiii" with the teasing smile. Shehnaaz found it interesting and entertaining and she wanted to join Asim in this. She really enjoys when Asim gave her befitting replies. She was giggling loudly and in her excitement she was abt to leave his side to join Asim and HK, sid immediately grabbed her hand, she gave him a stare having no expression on her face. He shrugged looking at her like "what"??? She gave up, sid can feel she dint like what happened before but what could he do, she got angry at every tiny thing.
They all were settled down on dining, Asim wished Himanshi Valentines, gave the flower she was wearing in her hair, she blushed and wished him back. There were sounds of Oooooooo and the particular ohh laveelyyy!!!
Shehnaaz was more keen into asim n himanshi now and fully ignored the gang who reunited.
Rashmi grabbed a box and opened it, found some cinnamon rolls in it,looked at sid while smiling who was busy with his group and then grabbed everyone's attention.
Oh Shukla!!! I have something special for u,said having a glint in her eyes.
Kiaaa h ??? He questioned excitedly.
Tujhe mil skta h poora box agr chaiye to tujhe extra effort krna parega uske lie kuch, karega to tu nahi, lekin i know u, u r dying to have something good for so long, she giggled.
Hn,han,han!! Par h kia ?? Bol bhi yaaar!!
Tu ne aj tak poora season sana ki bht demands poori kien hn tu aj tujhe aik meri krni paregi aur...
Chal bol naaaa abbbb, he interrupted her.
Shehnaaz was happily staring at both of them and sid knew there must be something behind this smile.
Cinnamon rolls, she happily replied.
Ohh laveeelyyy dikha meko pehle.
She tilted the box to share a glance of it wd him.
Tu rakh le, tu rehne e de mjhe kuch dene ko vo b khane k lie haha, he laughed at the end.
Hahh kitna kameena h na tu, BB ne bhja h tu trust kr skta h, she took it in a lighter way.
Tujhe aj se lekr finale tak u have to b nice with me, look, asim abhi busy hojaye ga and i wont disturb him again and again so abhi mere se ladna mat.
Vo to rehta e hu na tere sth but teko e smjh nhi ata par chal aur Asim tera mun h uske bina tu lad nhi paye gi, he lauged out loud. Ok? Baasss?? He asked in a surprise.
Han bol poora season tune sana ko entertain kia h, usi ki maani h ab tak, ab finale tak mujhe krna parega thora sa, she stated.
He gawked at shehnaaz who was looking at him wd a lopsided smile.
Tu jo marji keh le usko, usko kuch pta hoga to krega na entertain, aur wese bhi maine kiya usko entertain usne meko nai,shehnaaz interfered in their conversation at last.
Tu chup rahe gi?she said and gave her a weired stare.
Nahiii, she giggled loud.
Abay, I knew him bht phle se, aur vo bhi better than u, inke naam pe he can do everything,kuch b,bol aisa h na??
She again came up wd her rant of knowing him better and before than her.
Now this really pissed her off, why she always mentions this? What is her fault in it not to be known to him before BB? Its just their fate!
Shehnaaz rolled her eyes, concentrated on her plate now.
Okkokk !! Chal ab de dey meko, hogai deal. I will entertain u, aakhir kaar aik baar phr se mujhe e mil gaye! Thanku but aisi ladki se mujhe ye umeed nai thi. He laughed.
Meri waja se aik baar phr, she gave a deadly stare to him and then giggled out.
Right, right, teko yaad h last time vala fuck man, crazyy han! He was memorizing her one of his good memory from the dsdt sets.
Yeahh!! We had so much fun man!
They both have something which we cant ignore easily,when they talk abt good things they forget all the bad ones and we could not even say they dont like eo. They gel-in wd eo, when they needed,wdout any struggle.
Thats the thing which make shehnaaz not to believe him completely. She loves him blindly. She has that confidence in him but there always a fear in her heart he will leave her any day. Somewhere in his heart he has the same fear. And this fear sometimes overshadow the feeling they have for eo and when she sees him wd her this fear cripples in her heart wd more intensity and any other excuse wont  be worthy for this fear to leave her heart. But thats is another beauty of their relationship, they were still falling for eo everyday. Despite of this fear they still convince their hearts to love eo selflessly.
She came and served the rolls to him, they shared an interesting stare, thats exactly same she did on the set. Served him. She misses him alot but he dont miss her now, he dont feel anything for her. He only cherish the good times of him wid her wdout any regret.
She asked her to move so she could sit with him, shehnaaz moved from there with her pissed face.
Sidharth now found it over the board so he interupted, Abay usko mat bol na, shehnaaz to aja wapis idhr.
Nooo!! She left the dining with her half filled plate.
Shehnaaaz,
Gilll??? sid screamed.
Meko itni e bhuk thi bas, she replied while entering into washroom. 
Arti grabbed her plate and went behind her.
Shehnaaz khaa le chal, vo un dono ka chalta rehta h, jaan bujh k krte hn vo.
Hmmm, she ws struggling wd her tears.
Aja to phr aaa na? Hmm?
Arti please jaa yar, please, please, meko unse koi problem nahi h, she folded her hands and requested her to leave.
Shehnaaz tu aise q behave krti h?
Main hoon e aisi,  Jealous. Ok! Meko rehne do akela, please ja abhii.
Vo uski dost h bht phle se, aur ye nahi ho skta k sidharth ab sbko choor de aur sirf tere sath e rahe.
Yar maine bola h kuch tujhe aisa? Jisko dekho smjhane aa jata h, aik na bande ki vibe hoti h, meko bht achay se pta h k vo kia kr rhi tu pleaaaseee jaaa yr!!! Meko nahi krna koi drama to tu jaa yahan se.
Ab tu meko bulana mat, arti said while leaving.
Sahi h jaaa, she replied without taking any time.
Uska na dimagh kharab o gya h sid, jao ap lao, mere sath nahi ayi, Arti told him infront of everybody.
Kyun? Kia kehti h?
Voi same, mtlb usko, she pointed at rashmi, u know na.
Fu*k man! I've never seen a bigger fool than her in my life!!M not going, pagal e yr ye! Har baat m ab isko hurt hojata h, dimagh sadaa k rakha hua h! He was really pissed off at her,last night they've talked in detail abt evrything, she agreed and now still behaving like a child. I cant say and do all this everytime, everyday to her, he thought.
She freshen up, took bath, changed her PJs, the bell rang and she caught some unusual noise outside. She made her way towards the living and she saw bunch of guys infront of her. There were Salman and some other choreographers for their dance rehersals. She seated next to Asim and himanshi.
So hello everyone!! I'm Salman.
Yea bro we all  know, paras replied excitingly.
Haha i knw, but shehnaaz nahi jaanti hoon gi tou, hello shehnaaz i'm salman, he introduced himself to her.
Haha, hello, she giggled out loud.
I'm ur big fan and u entertained the entire country, he said with a big smile.
Awwww, thankyou, she replied with an ear to ear smile.
Her anger for sid vanished now. Thats how she is. She forgives them even when they dint ask for an apology.
Infact u all, people really enjoyed this season due to u all.
So, i am here for the choreography of the dances jo ap log finale p krne vale hain.
Ohh laaveeelyyy, paras and sid said it louder.
He told them abt the shortage of time and they all have to really work hard.
Today we r lined up for three performances.
Asim and himanshi (Valentine special)
The other one will be Sidharth and Rashmi
Ooooooo waaaaooooo, only shehnaaz hyped it up!
Sidharth furrowed, they all gawked at her in surprise.
Hahha, and the last one would be paras, mahira and shehnaaz.
Ohhh laaveeelyy, sidharth stared her.
"Hmmmm"she raised her eyebrows.
He introduced his team , they discussed their acts and started the rehersals.
Shehnaaz had the tiny part in pahira performance, in the start, she found it weired why she is not performing wd sid or solo, then thought let it be.
Sidharth was busy with rashmi whole day, rehersaring his performance which would be the rom-com, talked abt the different performances they had done in award shows and much more.
Rashmi was playing very smartly as its her last chance to make him stay for her, she was showing shehnaaz she has a better equation wd him than her. She knew she could be successful if shehnaaz leave and here she was giving her the reasons. For him, she really want him to get stuck in his past, to create deja vu situations for him but he wont let it happen. She was eager to see their performance as she loved their outfits while sid was not okay with her thought. Salman was so easy and friendly to her, he let her be there even she left her rehersals. She watched the whole performance with mixed feelings and left for secret room as she was busy in  new shows promo shootings.
She was damn busy but still managed to enter in the house to have something,as she was hell excited to show him her bridal look dying for his admiration and adoration. All her excitement went down when she found him on a couch but sleeping. She took something to eat showed Arti and  Shefali J her look and they both admired her happily.
They actually want to get close to her but she dint give them that space, so they have to be happy with her like she wants. She never found the realness, the candidness in them, she always found some show off, pseudo liberalism which putts her off from them. They are like traitors who are in the race to compete eo in terms of branded clothes, more jewels, new costly car, a lavish  house in porch area, a fancy living style just to be in race. She is not at all like that, for her happiness and love are the basic and primary things to have and thats the quality made her to outshine the all masked souls. This the precious special thing sid cherish of her.
She was abt to leave the house as a boy came to call her,passing by him, she stayed bent on his forehead and gave him a kiss without disturbing his sleep. Now on his nose, now on his exposed cheeck, he got up and she left him in awe of her.
Hahah, chal byee, m jaa rhi hun.
He was watching her in surprise as she was looking very gorgeous in bridal attire.
Tere liee aaayi thi, Sidhaaarthh!!she screamed loudly and  left the house while leaving a deep grin over his face. Everytime he thinks he knew her completely,she surprises him with a new thing. 
"I cant understand this girl, never, she came all the way to show me her bridal look? Till yesterday she was worried for me of her doing this show and today she came in the search of my admiration for her, now i am worried for her how will she do this show? Is she going to make the biggest mistake of her life? Idk. She is complicated," he thought.
Get up from the couch, looked in the mirror, removed her lipstick marks over his face with a wide smile and said "Gadhii".
She has done wd her shoots and now she is free to enter the house, she came and immediately went to change. She wanted to get rid of this heavy lehnga asap as she was hell tired.
She came in her PJs, found all of the HMs in the garden area, sitting together and having some Gala time, but she dint have the enough energy to sit even, she grabbed a quilt and laid down on  an orange couch in the dining. It was almost 20 mins gone, she felt a hand on her forehead pressing it. She is very familiar with this touch. A sweet smile played on her lips. He liked her response so he kept doing it. After few mins,when his lil care comforted her, she grabbed his hand "Ajaa idhr hi" and made him lay over there. She placed an arm around him and he made her lie on his shoulder. They are at peace now. After few mins sid continued the conversation while their eyes were closed.
Are u done wd shoots?asked in his raspy voice.
Hmmmm!!!
Abhi thori dair bad tu rehersal kr laiyen, m ne kr li h apne part ki thori bht, baqi sath m krein gay,told her in his sleepy voice.
Mtlb!!! Tu aur main bhi perform kr rahy hain, she jumped in surprise placed her chin on his chest and asked him with her starry eyes.
He glanced at her and found her excitement funny. Made her lie down again.
Han, to is main itna ye sab kia krne vali baat h, he composed himself and told her wdout bothering.
Kuttay mere lie hai, she smacked his chest.
Aoouu, ok right,right, right, he took her hand and placed it on his chest under his hand and pulled the comforter over them to hide it, she found it really cute as cameras are off but still he dont want anybody around us to see this. She lifted herself and planted a soft kiss on his cheek and laid down in the previous position.
Sidhaaaaarthhhhh!!!
Han babyyy!*his sleepy voice*
Kesi performance h bta na meko? Romantic h naa??asked in a sad tone.
Hahahhah, he couldn't control his laugh
Kiaa hai btaa na,asked him irritatingly
Pagal ha tu sach mein
Kiaa hayyy?said angrily
Bta deee!!she pleaded and shook him too
Hmm hai hai hai romantic,
Sachii?asked excitedly
Hmmm!!while sleeping
Chal kr lete hn rehersal abhi
Nahiiii yrrrrr,, teko chain nahi h na, thori dair lait nahi skti?he said in bit louder tone now.
He really missed her presence around him today, as he had to spend time wd the people he dont even want to. All day he craved for her giggles when he found anything tiring, her touch for his comfort. She sensed it, he is irritated to somehow, she lied down,one hand is in his grip over his chest while with the other she was caressing his hairs. Thats what he have been craving for, all that stubborness, irritation she was pushing away wd her touch, she poured all the warmth of her heart in his heart and made it contented wd her sweet touch.
Thak gaya hai??? Hmm??she asked lovingly.
Hmmmm!!replied and moved his head towards her.
She placed a kiss on his forehead, he liked it
Neend aa rhi h??caressing his forehead.
Hmmm!!replied in a sleepy tone.
She kissed his nose,he breathes loudly.
Her touch has something exceptional, she has that magic to push all the worries of him away from him ❤️
Soyega thori dair??asked while caressing his cheek
He gave no answer,she can clearly hear his deep and loud breaths.
So gya!a sweet smile played on her face.
She placed her head on his chest,pecked it and closed her eyes for some power nap.

"They slipped briskly into an intimacy from which they never recovered"
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