Wounded Butterfly 🦋

An Effort to Heal ✨

I know its been so long, hope the wait would worth it. I hope this chapter will also touch u guys like the rest Happy Reading folks ❤️❤️
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He felt a lil weight on his chest,he opened his eyes slowly, she was leaned on him,only her lower body was on couch, he tightens his embrace just for a moment and looses it.
Salman came to see him,get up bro and wake her up too,u guys dun have much time.
Sid nodded,told him dun take that much stress of time, we will do it.
Salman agreed to him but says there is a medley on which u guys will perform and creatives ne bht mehnat ki h, i'm just worried either we could pull it off or not.
Ahannn, sid smirked  listened the struggle of creatives.
Costumes?? I mean? A single go or would be story like something?he asked.
Han it would be story like thing, beautiful songs and situations, u guys will really enjoy and trust me i'm really excited for it more than u guys, salam told him drooling over them.
Greatt man!! Now i'm really looking forward to it. he replied while winking at him and lifted his hand in air for high-five, salman gave him and left.
She started listening some buzz around her and it broke her sleep, she nestled herself more into his chest,with the tight embrace, he sensed her discomfort and lifted her up more onto him.
Babyyy!! Shehnaaz?? Oye, he shook her in his embrace.
Hmm, uth ja chal ab bht late ho raha.
Kiaa late hogya h? Sidharth meko laitne de thori dair plz m weak feel kr rhi hun.
Chaaaalo, tu kesy weak feel kr skti h?Haan?? Oyee???jerked her to wake up.
Maine khana b nahi khaya subh ka vo bas thora sa khaya aur teri vo rashmi aagai phr meko uthane.
Meri rashmi???he yelled in surprise.
She dint like his yelling and expressed it by lifting her head up from his chest and gave him a deadly stare.
Acha chal khaa le ab, ajaaa uth.
Nahiii, meko sona h abhi,placed her head back on his chest.
Maat krr naa yrr uthh jaa plzz na baby,kuch kha le phr rehearsal start krty hn.
Kr leta tu vo b rashmi k sath, hunh, she uttered her insecurity.
Mtlb??he questioned confusingly.
Now she fully placed herself on the couch,sat down beside his lying body and said, jo tera vala part tha na, vo uske sath kr leta, mere sath tu comfortable kahan hoga,uske sath hai tu.....
He looked at her in disbelief, abayy o gadhii!!! Teko pta h jo tu bol rahi hai na uska koi sar paaiir e nahi hai ,koi mtlb e nahi h uska.
Bas bas tu jyada ban mat mere samne,teko pta h jo m bol rhi hoon sacchhhh hai, aur kasam lage mujhe jo main teko bilawaja bol rhi hoon, sab dekh rhi hun m jo tu kr raha h na,Han, she nodded her head at dismay,she sounded so disappointed to him.
Yarr tu pagal hogai h?? Gadhe jaisa tera dimagh chalta h, he squinted his eyes.
She gave him a grumbled look.
He gasped,shoved the comforter off from him,abt to leave while saying to her
Yar tera na sach m dimagh kharab hogya h, aur m ab se teko kuch b nahi bolun ga, teko jo lagta h tu krr, jaisa soochna h tu sooch, ab main nahiii bolun gaaaa! Baaass! Jab dekho tu ne ye krdia, vo kr dia, meko nahi acha lagta ye sab sun'na , he felt agitated now so he moved to leave.
Sidhaaaarthhh, ajaaaa!! called him in her cracking voice.
Yaar shehnaaz please, basss!!he turned around,sounded irritated.
Aik meri bat sunnle plss, she requested in a soft voice
Mereko nahi ana hai tumhare pass, he said it loudly while holding the glass door and moved outside.
Whenever she questions his love and care for her,he felt shattered. He left that place because all that  conversation could give him,will be only pain and anger. He doesnt like when she doubts his intentions.
He dint get the time to react more he found salman right next to huge BB sitting,yeah she got up,till she eats something tell me abt the act.
Ok be it precise, they want to show urs story as a movie or perfect couple or couple goals whatever like,
Hn,hn hm, he gave him some response.
We will shoot it being u guys real the way u both are, a desi punjabi girl and a mumbaikar, and this all we could portray with the clothing, she gonna be in desi punjabi attire while u will wear the clothes u wear, and in the last there is a surprise for her from the team!he told him delightedly.
What kind of surprise?he asked in curiosity
He really want to know the kind of surprise they have planned for her as he dint like the recent one*the show*
Ahaaaan, i wont tell u, u"ll tell her,he was just playing around despite he knew he wont. They know eo from years and he knows him very well.
I wont ,tell me, he rolled his eyes
Haha,i was joking, she mentioned a week before ke she wants to dance on a punjabi number,as her last performance of the show, they lined up her song "hauli hauli" with her famous gidda,as she gave the huge content to the show,so creatives just wanted to fulfill her wish,he shared a beautiful thought.
He thought it gonna be the best and special thing to her, can i make it more special?how? Think sidharth, abhi gussa b h bilawaja ka,he made a mental note.
Yarr,i also want to make it special for her,he uttered in glee.
Ohoooo what??why?he asked with a smirk on his face. Sidharth gave him a  deadly stare and he laughed out.
Ok ok,How? I mean thats great u have to but do u have any idea? I mean kuch socha h?
Han i have something vague,listen,am i going to stay in the last song???
No!!u want to??
Yeah,i mean some special appearance.
Sidharth it"ll be totally gidda performance tu karle ga ye sab, do u know how to do that?
Exactly not but i"ll try atleast.
Thats interesting for all of us,he winked at sid.
Yeah,yeah,yeah,i know but hope it would be interesting for her too,smacked his shoulder,She"ll love it.
And one more thing,i want sardar ji get up, like everything, from clothing to all the minimals,she"ll be surprised,i want to see her reaction.
She will be happy to see me
in punjabi avatar.
Don't tell me! Are u for real??he asked surprisingly.
I am!!he answered with a content.
Ok then i have to tell the team behind to arrange all the stuff for u, it gonna be really special for her for sure.
Yeah, i think so,last thing bro, i will rehearse the last act her bcz she teaches me better than any team and we just have to hide what my look gonna be, other things will be open? Ok cool??
Cool man!salman agreed wd him.
He felt relieved somehow, as he really wanted to make her feel special, loved and cared the most to him. He want to tell her either he saves her or not in the game,she is special for him than the others. There is a lil bit of guilt of him saving paras to the finale, he felt her distress the day SK talked wd her on the last WKV, he spoken abt her insecurities, fears and told him what he did was not necessary. He felt bad after knowing that she was dealing wd her messed up emotions and fears and he dint even know. Then the day mahira eliminated he felt a totally different thing, his heart was dealing with uneasiness,timidity and foreboding. He made lots of friends, he handled a lot of break ups and separations but he never felt like that. That day he cant gave his heart some peace of his intellect. His vulnerability testing him.
That is a build up of so many bona fide emotions,which led him to do this.
May be fate will give him this chance or not!
After this he found her coming outside from the house with an apologetic face, he somehow balanced  his feeling by planning this surprise.  She came and hugged him and he let her do that.
Sorry!she said in her innocent voice.
Ab bina mtlb ke bhadke gi nahi na?bewaja ka argue nahi kre gi na?he asked her having a lil bit anger in his tone.
Nahiii, teri kasam, she uttered in her baby's voice and cuddled him up wd more force.
Hmm chal,he patted her back.
Hmm?kahan?
Ander, wo start krna h na practice.
Yessss,she moved away and was beaming with happiness.
At one more time she hid all her fears  she holds for him, for this relationship in the corners of her heart. She forgot all of them for a moment to enjoy wht she has right now.
They were moving in for rehersals.
Khaa lia tune kuch,he asked her
Han,she felt overwhelmed at his concern and replied him with a wide smile.
He felt happy to see her joyous face, grabbed her near him for a side embrace and pecked her head from a side.
  He knew somewhere this separation is disturbing her and she was not coping up well with it, she is striving to find out her feelings for him,the depth of it and this is making her tired.
Shehnaaz pov:
My mind is dried now at his thought,
I want to flee from this house, be wd myself for sometime. Give some comfort to my heart by doing things i liked. May be it will start beating for me rather than for this man.
                        ~End~
She has to pat herself everytime, whenever she feels low and it breaks her heart everytime but now its digging her heart.
They moved and started their rehearsal, they loved each and every song,it made them forget all their differences and worries, gave them a chance to make such beautiful memories to cherish them for life.
Oh han btw sana,salman turned around to talk to her.
One imp thing to tell u, Arti ki b appearance h is performance m,he told her having naughty expressions.
Shehnaaz laughed out loud and asked, majak kr rhe ho na?
Nahi,pakka, sidharth ki kasm,he add more spice to make the conversation more interesting.
Abay chall,bkwass na kr na, sidharth grinned shyly.
Sidhaaarthhhh, she said and gave a sad look to him
Han babyyy, is se kia fark padta h.
Nahi vo to parega na,yai to bta raha hoon shehnaaz ko,salman said again.
Abay oo, bas krrr mt krr, sidharth said while smiling.
To fir ye arti ke sath chala jaye ga?she asked sadly from salman.
He laughed loudly at her concern, even in the dance she is afraid of it,he was rolling on the floor while his laugh was echoed in the whole house.
Fu*k off, he said to Salam who was dying wd laughter.
Sidhaaaarthh ahaaann,she asked for his attention he moved towards her,hugged her.
Relax,relax, aisa kuch nahi hoga, tere hote hue vo uske sath thori bhejein gay.
Yani k tu khud ja sakta h,she asked softly.
Abay meri maa, bola na nahi!!he replied lil bit angrily.
She find solace in his anger, it somehow comforted her shaking heart and fears,as he dint like to be recognized as hers, she pecked his chest and it gave him the satisfaction that she is fine now. He pecked her forehead for a nanosecond and turned around to see salman.
He was standing behind him having a sweetest smile on his face and said
Hogya ap dono ka? Should we start?
Sidharth kicked his back,he groaned in pain.
So listen Arti will join us but it will be in the intimate scene just, after listening this, all three of them laughed loud.
They were giggling, playing and doing practice. They had done it all in a completely happy atmosphere. Acts wd arti were enjoyed by three of them most, for the frst time she dint find any insecurity in her heart and mind,not for a second.
The final shoot started, she was looking stunning in lime color dress with lots of bangles and straightened hair. She was so satisfied and happy with her look as she loves to be a Punjabi,she loves her culture and she owns it without any shame.
Sid came out after changing his clothes and she got surprised by his sight because he was all set but what he was wearing?? Shirt and shots?? He will wear this?
Haayeee!! Tu ye pehne ga?asked surprisingly .
Her surprise made him laugh.
Haha,han, he nodded.
She giggled out loud.
Ye dekh baby, she showed him her colorful bangles which were enhancing her beauty.
Ohh loveeelyy,he took her hand and kissed her bangles to show his pleasure.
She stared him with sheer happiness.

Shehnaaz have u practiced the voiceovers?salman asked.
Han, krlie hain.
There were few sentences of her which she used to say were recorded before and she will lip sync them in the performance at different intervals.
                  The Performance:
They started performing on different songs, as usual her endless rants for admiration, his short tempered behaviour was showed in such a beautiful way, they were giving their best in each and every song but both of them were waiting for the last song as for her its her own song while for him,it would be more than special for her after his contribution.
Arti was watching them performing whilst waiting for her turn. She thought what special this girl holds which we cant? A guy like sidharth who rant alot abt perfect relationship  and companionship have fallen for such an opposite girl,he thinks. She likes sidharth very much but she knew she cant handle his mood swings better than shehnaaz thats why she dint even tried to tell him anything but still she feels when she saw both of them together.
She went out from her thoughts when salman patted her back to be ready for her turn. She faked her smile and nodded.
Now tera ghata played and with the song she felt a different kind of pang in her stomach, her heart started sinking,but she cant help as she has to be in the act to perform well.
She cut herself off from this feeling as her own song is going to be played, she did her last voice over wd Arti, she listened her name called by him, but this time not "Shehnaaz",its "Sana" ,the name she is being called by most of people of Punjab,her family and thats surprising for her.
She moved her face in his direction and cant see him, the background people had hidden him properly and now they all moved apart.
She cant recognize him in this attire,her jaw dropped and eyes were widened in surprise.  She was stunned until he touched his fake moustache turned it around and opened his arms for her to come with a glint in his eyes.
She came back to reality in few seconds,got up restlessly and ran towards him whilst he was calling her cutely by curling and uncurling his fingers, this sight was melting her heart. She approached and clung to him, he gathered her in his arms like a precious jewel. There was a certain smile on his face. Might be Proud or happiness of being successful, whatever it was, but a beautiful sight. She got rid off  from her previous feeling, he made her fall for him again. From head to toe without realising how could she tackle her this much love for anyone. She felt him the closest to her heart same as he.
She kissed his turban,his eyes were closed,he cant feel her on his skin but she has that effect on him that he could even catch whatever she radiates. They have such spell binding effect on each other.
They did the further steps and her  hyperactive energy was ×100 and there ws no limit of her happiness now.

This is what she could least expect from him to do.
They were doing gidda, she was beaming and it made him feel over the moon. It wont be wrong to say she was dancing and lost in her own beautiful world when he gathered her happy soul in his arms tightly but gently. She felt her in his embrace and  placed her arms around his neck and giggled out loud to express her sheer happiness.
The song stopped but his arms were still wrapped around her so as hers,  enchanting giggles were continuously coming out from her mouth and was adding more life to his beating heart.
He closed his eyes to feel her more in his arms,while her eyes have moistened while giggling. He want to stay like this until her fragile heart started beating normally and her soul would start healing.

          Healing doest not mean the
           Damage never existed
it means      
  the damage no longer
control our lives 🌠✨❤️

LOVE~
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