And he comes over he asks what we're gonna do know it was late so we just watched a movie Marc went to the guest room to sleep me and Jude just sat there for 10mins he looked at me and grinned I look at him and say"what did I do something?"he comes over and picks me up I sit on his lap face his face he looks at me and leans for a kiss then the kiss turns into a make out sesh I pull back and say"Jude I love you🥺"he looks back at me and smiles really hard and says"I love you to"he hugs me and I hug back
Judes POV:I pick Priscilla up and she sits on my lap I lean in to kiss her and the kiss turns into a make out sesh Jude pulls away and says"I can't"I ask what's wrong he looks at me and starts tearing up I hug him and say"I don't wanna push u into something u don't wanna do"he looked at me and grabs my waist he hugs me and I hug him back"I'm sorry I just don't think we should be doing this"I look at him and start tearing up a tear fell from my eye am I wiped it I said"okay I'll be here for you anyway whenever you need me"he looks at me and says
Jude:how can you do that?
You:do what?
Jude:after I said that why are you so nice?
You:well because I love you and I care about you and it's true I will be here for u no matter what
Jude:I love you to
You:are u sure
Jude:of course
You:okay
You get off his lap and go in the bathroom your mom calls you and you pick up she starts screaming"help me help me..."she says while crying you say"mom what's wrong"she says"ur brother he's...hes...gone"I start to burst out in tears and ur mom says"
honey don't be upset ur brother will always be with us"while crying I say"mom..it's okay everything's gonna be okay I promise I will miss you and try and get there as soon as possible"she says"okay honey love you"I say"I love you so much mom stay safe"I hang up and fall to the ground and start crying I say to myself"I'm worthless,I'm ugly"I look In the mirror and start seeing how disgusting I look I look in my suit case and see if there's anything sharp I find my razor and I break it I get the blade and I think twice on what I'm doing I look at my wrist and look at the blade before I can do anything I hear knocking on the door I quickly hide the blade behind my back and see Jude and Marc they both could tell I was crying Marc walked over and grabbed my chin gently and looks me in the eyes he can see that I've bin crying I pull away and hold my tears in he asks if I'm okay and I say"yes of course I'm okay"he smiles and he starts to walk away everything comes back and I remember I burst out in tears and drop to the ground he looks backs and sees that I'm on the ground I start to shake and say"he's..gone...he's...gone"I kept crying and crying Marc runs over and hugs me I fell into his arms and continue to say"HES GONE HES GONE"I start to cry loud and he says"who's gone?"I say"MY BROTHER"Jude runs and starts to hug me jude looks around and looks at me and he's notices the razor was broken before he could see the blade I put it in my back pocket marc picks me up and puts me on his bed he lays next to me and hugs me he says"everything's gonna be okay I promise it's okay I'm here princess your not alone"I start to cry in his arms and I start to shake he hugs me tight and I hug back I get up and go to the bathroom and I lock the door and get the blade out I start to cut all over my wrists I finished and washed the blood off I go back to bed with Marc I fall asleep in his arms
Next morning
I wake up
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