Broken By The Bad Boy

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

** Recap **

"Why did you break up with Cassandra?"

"Because of you..."

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I had no idea what to say my mouth was dry, my fingers were trembling and everything else in my body stopped working correctly.

"What do you mean because of me?"

"I mean it was hard because I felt like I was losing you I felt like you weren't my best friend anymore and that I needed you. Because to be frank A I'm fucked up right now, I mean really fucked up. Nobody would ever understand me but you. And when I looked up and you weren't there A I didn't know what to do anymore." he eyes were wet, not tears. But on the brink of them I felt my eyes water up too.

In all of the years that I had known Jake, I have only seen him cry once and that's when he grandmother died in 7th grade.

"Jake what happened." I slid my hand across the table rubbing his hand with my little one softly, giving him the comfort he needed in that moment.

"They're not real A, they're not my real parents. I was looking through my dad's files a couple of weeks ago and I saw my real birth certificate. It says I'm still Jacob Francs but not to the Francs I thought. My aunt and uncle. Two of the sweetest people I've ever met in my life, and they were the ones that gave me up. They have 3 kids. THREE! But yet the decided that I wasn't good enough for them. All of the times my mom would say I acted or did anything from her side of the family it was a lie. I don't have her dads chin, or her curly locks. I don't know anything anymore you know." at this point his face had a single tear running down it; his face was red and puffy. And it was the most unstable I've ever seen Jake in a while.

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After we left the diner Jake didn't really say much of anything. I could tell he had a lot on his mind. And it was very weird to me. At school Jake seemed normal, he was popular, had a lot of friends, was a star athlete but yet everything was turning upside down in his world and I don't see how he didn't let it show. He was stronger than I ever thought. Anyone else would consider him to be weak, weak for wondering, weak for crying, weak for even showing a slight bit of human emotion. But damn if a man got to cry he should be able to and I think that's why Jake came to me. I never judged. But the situation was very messed up and I would feel the same way.

We pulled up to my house. All the lights were on and I saw some cars parked in the driveway. it was already December so I'm guessing that my brothers were home.

" Jake just know if you ever need me call me, i'll be here for you."and before i knew it he pulled me in for a bone crushing hug.

" i will A, I will."

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" Maddision you have to help me, the house is being taken over by demon spawns, their everywhere now in the kitchen , the living room. it smells like stale butt already."

" What the ever loving hell are you talking about Ames. "

" My brothers their back and i need jesus to take one of my wheels today."

" holy shit you mean all the hawties are back in town , well expcet that one."

" would you just so be happening to be talking about James."

" Why yes i would out of all the beautiful respectable creatures your parents made he is the worst in the world."
" I still dont get why you dont like him Maddison he's not that bad,"

" yea whatever."

" well do you wanna come over my mom made some pretty good lasagna , and i know how much you love it.."

" yea i'll be there in 20, anything to get me out of this horrible house of mines."

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** Maddisions POV**

after i got off the phone with Ames i packed my over night back and threw on some sweat and a t-shirt with my ugg boots.

this was no occasions to dress up for. i ended up just leaving the house and sayng bye to nobody. my parents were pretty damn awuful. they were never home but yet seemed to dicate and know me and David.

before i could fully get frustrated i was infront of Ames house.

i went to the door and knocked on it for someone to hear me.

and i came face to face with him, James ,

he had gotten taller, buffer, sexier, and it was horrible.

" Hey Maddison, i didnt know you were coming over."

" well here i am now get out of my way please.

" look we never got to talk about what happend and i feel really bad about what happened ."

" no look its cool and if i recall you didnt think anything of it right, it was a mistake."

i stomped off to Ames room completly washing the encounter off my face , because it was a secrect for me to keep and no one else to know beucase i was a horrible person for it .

i rememeber it like it was yesterday, i was only a sophomore and James had been the person i had the biggest crush on in my whole life.

i was practically in love with him, but he was leaving to go to college. being an underclassmen and his sisters best friend i never even got a second look from him or at least thats what i thought.

we were all in his basement, james had always been rowdy but lokey at the same time so it was bascailly a tiny rager going on , only about 50-100 people there.

he was drining alot out of celebration and i only had one drink but it was enough to set me off into a fit of giggles and stumbling all over the dance floor.

i had ran into James and danced with him for at least one song before he started touching me every where exciting all of my freshly new hormones.

james took my virginity that night and i thought that it meant he was going to really want me. that all these years i liked him he liked me back. but i was wrong he rolled over in his bed saw it was me and groaned about how drunk he was. about how sorry he was that he slept with me . but the most hurtful one of all was " it was a mistake , i never meant to sleep with you."

of course me being hurt ran out of the house in a tight party dress with tears coming down my face, makeup smudged , and back then i had long hair that was tangled up like a rats nest after the events that occured that night.

it was only about 6 months ago, i was still 16 and still not over how much it hurt to know i was a one night fuck for some drunk senior.

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OMG IM AM SOOO SORRY!

Today i was going through my library and came across this book and i had to write more

i was like i know i didnt do this to myself and leave everyone hanging so here ya go im gonna update more often but really its a toss up at all of my books rn..
And that's James up there my real boo Dylan O'Brien 😏😏

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