When the Sky Turns Pink

The plastered jovial smile on my face is nothing but pretentious,
leaving the city for me was always contentious,
cuz I held on for you.
You were alot more than just precious.

Your red car underneath the blossom tree is still there,
but you aren't searching for me in your rear view mirror,
the flowers are still sitting on your seat in despair.

But,

When all of this comes to an end, I assure you I'll turn back,
I'll be next to you in your Cadillac.
As soon as your hazel eyes blink
We'll reconcile when the sky turns pink.

I've been trying I swear I was trying,
but the voices inside my head won't leave me alone,
I promised that I'll be the woman you can take home for keeps,
but now my mental state is not in that zone.

The cloud in my head is filled with anxiety,
confide in me im plagued with insecurities,
So we are diverging paths,
respecting your vulnerabilities.

But,

When all of this comes to an end, I assure you I'll turn back,
I'll be next to you in your Cadillac.
As soon as your hazel eyes blink
We'll reconcile when the sky turns pink.

You have outshined everybody,
you are the ideal person for me, wont say you're flawless,
but my imperfections are worthless,
I'll live by the hope that you'd understand.

You are the incomplete beautiful painting that I'll ruin because my hands aren't steady enough to hold a brush,
I've to work on myself for you,
you'll drown in my ocean of not being good enough if I rush.

But,

When all of this comes to an end,I assure you I'll turn back,
I'll be next to you in your Cadillac.
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s soon as your hazel eyes blink
We'll reconcile when the sky turns pink.

I'm leaving at midnight I know you'll be awake,
but I'll not hit you up to say goodbye, the sky will be pink if you want it to be and I'll be a better version of myself.
Because even if it sounds immature
Pinky promises aren't meant to break.

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XoXo
Rabika🐰