what the fuck am i supposed to do? (depressed bakugou x kirishima)

have you ever had a crush before?

bakugo pov

fuck. i broke. i couldn't stop myself from crying this time.

he wrapped his arms around me once he noticed, and i just let him. he was so warm and he smelled really good. i hated that we were in public, i wish we were in someone's room so i could fall asleep like this.

he didn't ask any questions, thank god. i couldn't just say, 'oh yeah by the way. i have a huge crush on you and even though i know you're straight and probably have a thing with raccoon eyes, i haven't slept properly in DAYS because i've been thinking about you.' there was no way i was gonna admit that to him.

we walked to the food court together, without the rest of those idiots. he probably figured i didn't wanna be around them, so we stayed behind, but still keeping them in sight. he kept one arm around my shoulder, which i liked.

once we got to the food court we saw the idiots in line at some soba place, reminds me of icy hot. they were yelling at each for whatever reason.

raccoon eyes looked over and said, "there they are!"

dunce face and tape arms stopped yelling and looked over at me and kirishima.

"where did you guys go?"

"bakugo had to use the bathroom, and i wasn't gonna just leave him by himself. i'm that friend who stays behind while their friend is tying their shoe."

"you're too nice sometimes kiri."

there it was again. kiri.

he shot a toothy grin at them, the one i really like. he was surprisingly good at lying. either that or the rest of them are just really dumb. both options seem believable.

shitty hair didn't want soba, he wasnt a huge fan of it and neither was i.

"hey bakubro. i was gonna go grab something else. you wanna come with me or get something from here?"

"i'll go with you. beats being here with these idiots."

he gave me another huge smile. he's so fucking adorable.

kirishima pov

we went to a restaurant right across from the soba place. we both grabbed something and walked over to the rest of the squad.

we were walking in comfortable silence. i was looking around at other stores and bakugo was making sure he didn't drop his food all over the place.

once we got closer to the table the squad was at, i saw them whispering and staring at me. pinky was blushing.

"what are you guys talking about huh." i asked jokingly.

"politics?" kami said in a question-like tone.

"kami, you don't even know what politics are, do you?"

"that's like when the police catch bad guys, right?"

i face palmed.

i wasn't gonna force it out of them, i just dropped the subject and sat down and sat next to kami. bakugo sat on the other side of me.

we sat there for a while, talking about school and who we shipped with who. honestly we weren't doing anything too interesting, just walking around the mall and enjoying each other's company.

it was getting pretty late. everyone was starting to get ready to leave. i was kami and bakugo's ride home, so all three of us left at the same time. bakugo was still being quiet, but at least now i know why. he was upset about something. and if he wanted to tell me, then he can. i wasn't gonna force him.

i drove kami home. and it was just me and bakugo left. he spoke up.

"have you ever had a crush on someone, shitty hair?"

i didn't know why he was asking, but i figured i would just answer the same way i answer kami. by lying.

"yeah, i've had this weird crush on uraraka for a while. which sucks because i know she's gonna end up with midoriya. have you seen the way she acts around him? it's insane!"

"heh. yeah. i guess you're right."

i silently stared at him. he noticed.

"what?"

"so you're just not gonna tell me who it is?"

"no you idiot. not right now at least."

"fine. but you better tell me later."

soon enough, we were back at his house.

"see ya shitty hair. thanks for the ride. i had fun today, believe it or not."

that made my heart do backflips. just knowing that he was happy. my face was the same color as my hair.

"i'm glad!"

he smiled, but quickly looked away and closed the door.

i don't know why bakugo made me feel like this, but i wasn't complaining.