what the fuck am i supposed to do? (depressed bakugou x kirishima)

i dont like him, right?

bakugo pov

well fuck. the idiot doesn't have a crush on raccoon eyes, he has a crush on pink cheeks. it didn't matter though, all i knew is that it wasn't me. i wanted to cry again, but my mom was home and she would probably ask questions and be concerned and shit.

"katsukiiii" my mom said.

"WHAT?!"

"how was it?"

"how was what?"

"your little hang out with him."

"what the fuck do you mean by that?"

"honey i'm just teasing you. did you buy any clothes?" she said, changing the subject.

"only raccoon eyes buys clothes, we just watch her and talk."

"isn't that boring?"

"n- OF COURSE IT IS."

"you were about to say no! awww is my little katsuki making friends?"

i completely ignored her and walked to my room. i refused to answer anymore of her stupid questions.

i threw myself onto my bed. i could not stop thinking about shitty hair. i really want to try to sleep tonight, but i don't know if that's gonna happen. we have school tomorrow, and i don't wanna be tired.

after a couple hours past i actually fell asleep for the first time in a while. i must've been beat from walking around the mall all day.

(time skip)

it was the next morning and i was feeling refreshed. i haven't slept that good in days.

"morning katsuki!" my mom said.

i grunted at her and walked toward the kitchen. i wasn't feeling that hungry so i just picked up an apple and starting eating it while scrolling through my phone.

i didn't even realize that i was scrolling through kirishima's instagram. he had a lot of pictures with dunce face. they seemed to hang out a lot.

'fucking pikachu.'

i felt my face heating up. i was actually jealous of the electric fucker, to the point where i felt my eyes water.

"katsuki?"

"what?"

"are you feeling okay? your face is very red!"

"wha- oh..."

there was silence for a second.

"i'm fine, you hag."

"are you sick? i'm gonna go get the thermometer."

"i already told you i'm fine."

she stopped where she was and had a worried look on her face.

"what the fuck are you so worried about?"

"you're crying, katsuki."

"i- shit!"

i ran to my room and tried to get away from her but she followed me. i understand why she was worried, i never cry, in front of her at least.

"what are you not telling me?"

"it's just some school shit. now leave me alone."

"i know that's not it, but if it upsets you that much, then i won't force it out of you."

"whatever. just get out of my room so i can get ready for school."

she left my room, i got my uniform on and brushed my teeth, and walked out. school wasn't that far from my house, so i didn't mind walking. my spirits were slightly lifted after i remembered that aizawa said that we're doing one on one combat training today, tournament style. i always like beating everyone in one on one combat.

after about 10 more minutes of walking, i was at UA. i was always early, so i didn't see very many people around. i decided to just go straight to class and sit at my desk. i would usually just sit there and scroll through my phone until everyone else got to school. i walked into the classroom, but i wasn't the only one. the entire 'bakusquad' was there, except dunce face  he was probably still sleeping, the idiot was almost never at school on time.

raccoon eyes, tape arms, ears, and kir- shitty hair we're all sitting in a group, talking. raccoon eyes noticed i had walked in the class and she called me over.

"what do you want?"

"ohhh nothing."

"spill it pink freak."

"we just heard a certain someone had a crush on you."

"and why would i waste my time on some stupid relationship?"

pink fuck physically stopped in her tracks and seemed to be embarrassed. does this bitch really have a crush on me?

"well, um we just thought we would let you know. but we're not gonna tell you who it is, so don't ask!"

"tch. whatever." i said, while pulling up a chair next to shitty hair. he had a really sad look on his face, like he was about to cry. he was ALWAYS happy. i almost never saw him frown.

there was awkward silence, so i decided to speak up.

"why are you fuckers being so quiet?!"

tape arms was sweating and mina was visibly panicking. what the fuck was up with them?

"if you bastards don't tell me i'm gonna blow your faces into pieces in 3.. 2.."

i was interrupted by the door swinging open, weird arms and grape fuck walked in.

"ugh. you guys are lucky they just walked in. i'm gonna force it out of you later." i said, while walking back to my desk.

kirishima pov

(mini flashback to after kiri dropped bakugo off)

seeing bakugo smile just made me feel really great. i've never felt this happy before, and i would say i'm a pretty happy person. i was confused, not sure why this was happening. i don't like bakugo, right?

i decided to call mina, she was like my big sister. i dialed her number and heard it ring twice before she picked up.

"what's up kiri?"

"hey. so umm... i have a question."

"ooooh okay mama mina is here to help."

"so bakugo just smiled, and i think i just died. but i don't know why."

i heard her gasp loudly on the other side of the phone.

"what?! is everything okay?" she asked.

"yeah everything's fine! it's just..."

"omg kiri."

"what?"

"do you like bakugo?"

i stayed silent. i wasn't denying it, it was probably true.

"i-"

"EIJIRO KIRISHIMA MEET ME AT THE PARK IN 20 MINUTES."

and with that, she hung up.

'sigh. this is not gonna go well. but i don't have anything else to do today, so i might as well go to the park.'