|Sanders Side Oneshots~|

(angst) Creativity Twins. . .

Warnings;
Angst obviously-
-Depression,
-Mentions of self hate
-Mentions of bullying
-Brother love/platonic brother affection
-Loneliness

Song themed;
'Familiar from Steven Universe.'

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Familiar, why is this so familiar? Like something they used to know.. Familiar, staring up at the ceiling, eyes focused on the roof above, colours swirling around the creativity chamber, rainbows stretching over the realistic night sky above the twins.
Familiar.. they swore that they knew this feeling..

Where everybody wants to be in charge, but everything they do, they do 'it wrong'
Swaying them with a joke, or with a song and maybe that'll help them all get along..

The brothers just wanted approval from the other sides that they were actually worth it, and that they were meaningful and not just an annoying or inappropriate person that was a waste of space..

The brother's hands softly entwined, padded hands gently linking with one another's as they turned their heads to look into each other's eyes, a soft smile being shared between the two, though they knew the truth..
Smiles, jokes, songs and laughter were all just something to stop the others from finding out their true feelings, they acted everyday like the dramatic actors they were...
They just wanted everyone to get along and eventually realise that their acts were cracking and slowly falling apart.

A stray tear fell down one of their cheeks each, the other gently wiping their tears away with a soft swipe of the thumb. "They say they love us but they always leave us behind.."
Remus sighed softly, just listening to his brother's words as he knew he was telling the truth, bowing his head softly as he rested his head on his shoulder.
"With more important places they should be, than hanging out with someone just like the two of us.."

"We're just a struggling family.. and we can try and get everyone together, and we can show them all the errors of their ways.." Roman sighed at Remus's response as he shrugged lightly, looking back up at the imaginative world above them.
"I swear that I know what would happen.. everyone would try and break us apart, no matter what we do to persuade them differently.. or maybe it will help us get along.."

The brothers sighed softly in sync, the world above them slowly turning to a dark green and shade of red as the clouds slowly morphed into unforeseen creatures and people in the clouds.
"Familiar, that's why it's so familiar.., like someone we used to be, familiar.. but this time we've had some practice,
At helping a struggling family.."
The two looked up each of them watching the clouds morph into a small baby dragon, slowly flying through the imaginary clouds.
"I don't think it's a good idea, once we're all together face to face, I'm sure we'll just be annoying them.. they don't normally want our presences so why should we bother now.."

"We'll show them otherwise, and show them who we truly are.. maybe then they'll realise how hurtful they are to us.." Roman sighed softly below his breath having no choice but to nod along to what his brother was saying.

"No matter what we do.. it'll always be wrong though-"

"Maybe that will help us get along.."

"Like something we used to do..?"

"They love us.. or at least they say they do.."

"I.." Roman trailed off, turning his head back to his brother. "I guess we can try and tell the truth.. we can show us the error of their ways and stop their spread of harm across the mind palace.."

Remus nodded softly, smiling faintly at his brother's words, turning to wrap his arms around him, cuddling up to his side as Roman hummed lightly, sighing as he gently ran a hand through his hair. "We have more important things to worry about.. working on our jobs and building up our struggling relationship with the other sides.."
"And once we do that, we can show them how we truly are and rule through our troubles together.."
Roman smiled down at Remus as he nodded.

"Together.."