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(angst) Patton- Invisible..

A/N; The Video above is amazing, check it out,

Warnings;
-Loneliness
-Saddness
-Mentions of being ignored
-Mentions of self harm.

Song themed; 'Invisible Prologue from Beetlejuice the musical'

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Sadness..

It was something anyone knew of, everyone felt the emotion at their own times.. ranging from minor occurrences or major.. some people having to deal with the overwhelming feeling of it tormenting their mind constantly.. the feeling constantly etched into their brain, stopping them from understanding the true feeling of happiness..

Once feeling it..

It was impossible to block out and ignore..

Or at least it was for Patton..

He truly felt Invisible when he was sad.. The clocks ticking and phones still ringing, the world carries on like mad.. but nobody sees a thing,
Whispering behind their hands, lost for kind words to say.. Nobody understands
And everyone goes away, Grownups want to fix things, when they can't it only fills them with shame..

So they just look away.

Is it being greedy to need somebody to see him and say his name..?

...

The soft patter of the rain on the window brought some sort of calm aura to the mind palace, Patton's eyes slowly fluttering as he held his hand over the glass, as the coldness caused him to shiver lightly, though not entirely pulling away from it as he rested his head against the glass, watching the raindrops slowly slide down.
His legs ached as he gently hugged them to his chest, thighs aching as he felt his jeans slowly brush against the unforeseen cuts he made a few hours prior, not bothering to bandage them up just yet, just letting the pain fill him and slowly send him into a serene atmosphere.

The soft drizzle of clear tears slowly fell from his eyes, painting his porcelain cheek as they stained his skin, his arms being hugged around his chest as he sniffled lightly, just trying to block out the loud arguments from downstairs.

His parted lips quivered lightly as his tears slowly rained down, a small whimper leaving him as he choked back a small sob, rested his head on his knees as he quietly cried into them.
His thoughts slowly relapsing as he sniffled, small sobs breaking free as he hugged himself tightly.

"You're always invisible when you're sad.."