(angst) Remus- Liability..

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A/N; This was originally going to be about Virgil, but the storyline I made fits better with my favourite misunderstood trait.

Warnings;
-Mentions of depression,
-Sympathetic darksides,
-Sad boy Remus/Deciet
-Isolation
-Mentions of former twin angst

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He never used to pay attention to the words spewed out from their mouths..

He never thought anything of it until his mask began cracking, falling beneath the expectations put upon the dark prince, falling to the floor slowly letting his mind swirl and send him sinking in the whirlpool of thoughts.

Well.. all until Deciet came along to pick him up and help to build him back up again, accepting the boy for who he was..

And that's all he needed..

The truth is.. he felt like a toy that people enjoy, until all of the tricks don't work anymore, and then they are bored of him. He knew that it was exciting running through the night, but every perfect summer's eating him alive until they were gone..

He missed Virgil, who didn't..?

Him and Deciet losing the fellow dark side to no one other than the light sides, leaving the two to mourn in silence as the boy was reborn, losing their friend and family as the trait became more than just a side character..
The dark side of the mind palace was taunting, the dark colours merging together making the days go by slower, the pain only growing the longer they strayed away, locked up in the cages of their own minds..

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Remus slowly shuffled down from his room to the dark common room, Deciet glancing over from the kitchen, doing the washing up from the night before as he cracked a weak smile at him as the other hummed sleepily, rubbing his eyes lightly.
"Good morning.."
"Good morning, you are not aware it's not seven in the afternoon, right?"
Remus hummed, slowly dragging his feet over to him as Deciet sighed, drying his hands off before pulling his gloves on as he hugged the still half asleep trait.

"I sleep because I'm tired.."

"No, you're not depressed.."

He sighed, engaging in the small comforting hug from the other before slowly pulling away from him, as Deciet pursed his lips softly before turning to the fridge, taking out some left overs for him, heating them up.
He never meant to make it such a mess, he never thought that it would go this far.. so Remus just stood there, sorry..
Searching for something to say..

"Be careful, it's not hot, you won't burn yourself.."
Deciet mumbled softly, placing the plate down for him on the bar counter they had, Remus sighing as he took a seat on teh bar stool as he nodded, easily understanding him.
"Hey.. Dee?"
"No?"
"Why are we hated so much..? Why can't the others just see how much they hurt us..? We're needed too ri-right..?"
His voice cracked slightly, as he rolled his bottom lip between his teeth as Deciet frowned lightly, walking over as he gently placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Of course we're not needed.. Thomas needs us.. no matter how annoying or frustrating we are to not listen to.."
He tried his best to keep back the lies, as Remus sighed, understanding what he was trying to say anyway.
"I.. I don't understand though.. why do they hate us so much..?"

He paused, his mind straying away as his brother was pictured in his mind, a small sigh leaving his lips as tears softly whelled up in his eyes, Deciet gently wrapping an arm around him, pulling him into a soft and comforting side hug.
"Look at me.."
Remus gulped, sniffling lightly as he turned his head to him before pushing himself into his lap, wrapping his limbs around him as Deciet rubbed his back lightly.

"We're going to be okay.. we can't get through this.. we're not here for eachother, so we can do this.."

They shared a small smile as Deciet gently wiped Remus's tears away as the other nodded softly.

"If you say so.."

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