Feelings To Fight For ((Sequel to Unknown Feelings))

* Part 04 *

*Andy's POV*

Brainless ;stupid; foolish.

I, Andrew Fowler, am brainless.

I knew once the words left my mouth that I had just made a horrible mistake. Seriously Andy?! 'Eww. nasty.' What the actual heck is wrong with me. I could see the heartbreak on Rye's face, but why was he heartbroken? If he didn't like me then why so hurt by that? I just sighed watching Rye walk over and put his suit on and let me just say, dang he looked fit.

I wondered a lot, how different it would be if Rye and I were getting married instead. I know Rye would go to some extreme lengths trying to make it all perfect and exactly how I'd want it to be. He'd pick out a beautiful ring that had tiny diamonds around it knowing that's how I wanted to have my engagement and wedding rings. The amount of time and effort he'd put into finding the right suit for him and whining about not being able to stay together the night before our wedding. How amazing he would look in his suit waiting for me at the end of the aisle. How he'd start crying when I walk down the aisle, even if he isn't an emotional person. The cute vows he'd have written because he's cute and sappy like that, the way I'd cry while he read them a smile on my lips. The way I'd read mine back to him and he held my hands holding in his tears. The short sweet kiss we'd share after we were finally married. The way we'd smile at each other then walk down the aisle together hand in hand smiling wide. The first dance we share together, probably to some Ed Sheeran song, maybe even Harry Styles, or possibly Niall Horan. The way we'd just be happy and all wrapped up in ourselves finally together like I've wanted to have ever since I laid eyes on the beautiful chocolate brown eyes of Rye. How he'd plan some insane honeymoon, that I'd tell him costs too much and I didn't want him spending that much and he'd insist that it was okay and what he really wanted to do. We'd probably end up going to Spain or Italy or even America maybe. We'd spend a week there, maybe more, maybe even less. We'd be so wrapped up in each other and wouldn't spend a second apart. We'd talk about our future and how we're about to spend the rest of forever together. We'd talk about having kids, how Rye doesn't want any but I know I'll manage to talk into having at least one with me. Preferably a little girl. Lizzy Grace Beaumont, not that I've thought about it any..

I was so lost in thought I didn't even notice that Rye had left and I was sitting in the room alone. I let out a shaky breath and pulled my phone out seeing a text from Jordan, like every other morning we weren't together it was a long sweet good morning text.

Jordan:Good morning my beautiful baby. :)) I missed you so much last night and would've given anything for your cuddles. I can't wait to see you later today. I know you're going to look absolutely adorable and I can't wait to finally marry the love of my life. This day couldn't come fast enough. I can't wait for everything the future has to holds for the both of us and our possibly soon to be family. You're my absolutely everything and I love you more than anyone or anything else. Hope you slept good baby boy I'll see you soon. Love you, J :))

I sighed and did something stupid I'd probably regret later and instead of responding to his absolutely adorable sweet little text, I left him on open and turned my phone off biting my lip. Why couldn't it just be Rye and I instead of Jordan and I. Why did I have to be so stupid those years ago. This could be Rye and I but instead I messed up big time and it won't ever be Rye and I especially after tonight.

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hehe just wait for the next one :))

//see you on the flip side\\

~ brea <33