A Girl and Her Boys

Chapter 4

I drag my feet up the stairs, I just have a bad feeling about this. And I know some people would say "oh if you think it's going to go bad then it will." Well no shit this is going to go bad, I'm hanging out actually I'm sitting awkwardly with 6 boys that are my age and I can tell they just don't like me. Like why in god's name did that Sam kid even invite me here.

And guess what! I was right! I have been sitting with them in their little circle thing for 10 minutes and not one of them has even acknowledged my existence. Not even my step-brother. Maybe they were just playing along with my parents by inviting me up here, showing them that they are nice boys or whatever.

"Ok so I'm gonna go shower now..." I say awkwardly while I get up from my spot on the ground. I am fully standing when I look up again and all the guys are looking at me. God what do they want now, can't they just leave me alone.

"Uhhh yeah no, you're staying in here with us." That Sam kid says again. God why is he like this, can't I just leave.

"I'm sorry I really need to shower," I say trying to be polite and get my point across that I don't want to be here. There is no point in me being here.

"Lilly, that's your name right?" I nod my head while still looking at him. "Because you're new and everything and you don't know how our school works let us teach you." What does he think this is? A Netflix teen drama? Its high school, you go, learn, sleep, eat, and shower which I need to do.

"Sorry I don't want to come off as like rude, but it's a highschool, we're juniors. I'm pretty sure it's not that hard to figure out. So if you don't mind me I'm just going to shower please." I say, I really don't like this kid. He probably thinks he's the coolest person alive, dude news flash you're no tom holland.

"Ok fine whatever just don't be upset tomorrow when you didn't listen to us." Sam says back and with that they all turn to eachother and start talking. God, they are weird, it's like he's the only one with any brains. All they do is just sit there while he talks, even Peyton who is suppose to be my brother.

So I finally can get in the shower and play my music and relax after today. Those last minutes in that room with all the guys drove my head insane. Sure I was "apart" of their circle, but not one of the looked or spoke to me. What am I suppose to do with that? I'm not going to go out of my way to be friends with them.

But also what the heck does he mean about how "our school works" like seriously really? I'll just keep my head down, out of the way, if some people are nice I'll talk to them. I doubt anyone will remember me, I mean it was 6 years ago I saw these people. We were in 6th grade when I moved. I don't think I spoke to half the people in my school, no way they remember me.

And that's all I could think about for the rest of the night. Who will remember me tomorrow? Anyone? Maybe Abby will, I mean we were best friends when I was here last. There's no one else I honestly can think of and remember. So I guess I will say hi to Abby if I see her tomorrow, but if not whatever I really don't care. 

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Hi! Sorry, this is a short chapter, I honeslty just wanted to post again after not posting for a week.  Thanks, Rose <3