Conciliate

Dinner

My team arrived the day before fashion week begin, while they sort all the dresses and accessories that I'm going to wear for the shows. Art and I went to Musée d'Orsay on the left bank of Seine. A former train station turned into a museum that hold mainly French art. Painters like Monet, Degas, Renoir, and Van Gogh their masterpieces can be found here. Yesterday was the modern and contemporary arts today is for the classical arts best of both world for my Art. That is too much art in a sentence Calix.

Rue St-Honoré must be my most favorite street in the world. Truly a shopaholic paradise from bags, shoes, accessories to candles you can find it here. But I did not shop today. I'm a considerate girlfriend, well he loves to shop too but we can do that some other time. We just casually strolled and grab some patisserie or dessert along the way and enjoy each other's company till our feet can take it anymore.

We have a dinner reservation at Alain Ducasse's restaurant in the hotel that we're staying at. A romantic dinner. He asked me to wear something formal which is odd, you know his style is on the comfy side. Is this it? Will he ask me something that I don't know what to answer?

Please don't... I love Art and he is the one that I want to be with for the rest of my life but being in that kind of relationship scares the hell out of me.

I talked to my friends on our group chat telling them about the dinner

Calix: what I should I do if he proposes?

Ysa: say Yes?

Addi: Yes!!!

Marge: Do you want to get married?

Calix: Yes, but not now. I don't know I'm not yet ready

Marge: then say no... but you have to be ready for the repercussion of your answer.

Ysa: is that your legal advice Atty. Margrethe?

Calix: ugh I don't know what to do!!!

Marge: just relax Calix and think, pros and cons then make a decision.

Calix: thanks bitches! i'll see you all soon. 

We have talked about marriage in passing before and maybe he felt my uneasiness towards the topic so he didn't mention it again. But he clearly wants it, giving hints every now and then. He asked me to stop taking my birth control pills last month saying it will be bad for my health in the long term. How can I do that, we're bunnies remember? His swimmers will reach my eggs in no time that's for sure. So, I asked my doctor to give me shots instead. Shhh don't tell him.

Thankfully the dinner was just dinner. A romantic and kinky dinner. We were seated at a very private corner and his hand were touching me on places that should not be touched in public. His fingers were like ice that sends shiver down my spine, teasing me till I can't resist him. I seriously can't wait for this dinner to end and have him for dessert.