Chapter Seven: I Have No Idea

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I texted Connor all night that night. We finally stopped talking when I texted him:

Is it really three in the morning? -Tami

He texted back a second later.

Oh my god... it is! I'll talk to u tomorrow then... I mean later today. Lol. Love ya! -Con

I smiled. Maybe I love him. But deep down I don't think I do. I don't know what it is but I feel like I love someone else. I bite my lip and write.

You too. I have to work so I'll see ya afterwards. ❤. -Tami

Before he could respond, I put my phone on its charger and fell asleep.

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I wake up to two texts from Connor.

Ok I'll see u after work. I have to make a video anyway ❤. -Con

Goodmorning beautiful ❤. -Con

And a text from Tyler.

Hey Boo! The fans are demanding u and I make a video. Want to swing by after work? We can watch your fav movie after! -Bear

I smile and decide not to text them back. I have to go to work.

I get dressed in leggings that look like a galaxy, a baby blue button down shirt tucked in, and black ankle boots.

I straighten my hair and braid my bangs back.

Breakfast for me is a granola bar as I walk out the door.

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I get on the stage at Zubble. The microphone is standing in front of me and I pull out my guitar.

I sing a ton of 5sos songs, a One Direction song, and some Taylor Swift.

I get my lunch break from 12:00 pm to 1:30 pm so I call Tyler.

"Hey, Boo!" he says on the first ring. "Aren't you at work?"

"Yeah but I'm at lunch now." I tell him. "Can u bring me something? If I leave I feel like I won't be back on time."

"LA traffic, I know the feeling." he replies. "I'll bring you something."

And he hangs up.

Wait... Why do I always smile when I talk to Tyler? Maybe I love him, not Connor.

What am I thinking? Tyler is GAY. He can't possibly be the person I love. But maybe... I feel like he loves me too... 

Shut up, Tami, he'll be here in a second and you can't think of him like that.

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