Jercy (Angst/Fluff)(Requested)

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A/N: FUCK WRITERS BLOCK!!!! 2 CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY I AM ON FIRE!!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHHHHHHH ENJOY YOU WONDERFUL LITTLE SHITS!!!!!!

Warnings: Mentions of homophobia, abuse, and self-harm if you do not like do not read. If you are reading this to trigger yourself, do not read. If you are reading this because you are just here for some wholesome gay shit then welcome but continue at your own risk if you are depression bound and remember I love you all. I REPEAT! DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE USING IT TO TRIGGER YOURSELF!! I WILL FIND YOU AND MAKE YOU DRINK WATER AND EAT FOOD WHILE MAKING YOU A SELF CARE SHEET!!!

*Percy POV*

Well, today's the day I do it. Today's the day I break up with Annabeth and come out to the camp. I look into the mirror, throw some water in my face, give myself a reassuring look, and walk out of my cabin. I decided I would take Annabeth to the beach and break up with her there, away from everyone else, so other people didn't see. Public breakups are really shitty. (A/N Take it from me guys, public breakups and group chat breakups are the worst) I see her heading to the dining pavilion so I speed up and grab her wrist before she can sit at her table. She turns to me and smiles, "Hey Seaweed brain, what's up?" I smile back half-heartedly and reply, "Come with me." I gently pull her to the beach and when we get there, we just walk along the bank slowly. I had let go of her wrist and I was fidgeting with the hem of my shirt. I'm only guessing her ADHD kicked in because she looked at me worriedly and asked, "Percy, what's wrong? You know you can tell me anything, right?" She grabbed my hands and I pulled them away, turning towards her abruptly. "Annabeth we have to break up." She scowls at me, "Percy, what are you talking about? If this is because my mother th-" I cut her off, "It's not about your mother. I don't fear the gods anymore. This is about me. Annabeth, I'm gay." She looked at me with a look that I couldn't quite process before her face morphed into a look of anger and disgust. I only had time to think, 'Shit' before she went off on her homophobic rant, that I'm pretty sure the whole camp could hear. "What the fuck, Percy?! We have been dating for a little over a year and you only tell me this now?! That's fucking disgusting! I can't believe I fucking kissed a fag!! Why wouldn't you tell me before I fucking kissed you?! Before we fucking dated for ALMOST TWO YEARS?! Before I fucking got feelings for you?! You know what?! I should have let you drown in the river Cocytus when I had the chance!! I never want to see you again, and if I do I'll fucking kill you!!" With that last threat she walked away, but not without spitting at my feet. I was almost in tears when I decided to just head back to my cabin and cry myself into caring about life again. I knew Annabeth was most likely making a huge scene about her ex-boyfriend being a faggot, so I took the long way. Meaning I had to pass the Zeus cabin. Home of my long time crush and one out of four known gay guys at camp, Jason Grace. Gods, he's so perfect. Ok, I shouldn't say he's gay because he's bi, but damn, that's enough for me. I get shaken out of my thoughts by the one person I was hoping I wouldn't see after coming out. Jason was coming towards me, "Percy, I know you can hear me, don't walk away please." I bit my lip and stopped in front of his cabin. I looked up at him as he came closer. He grabbed my upper arm lightly and brought me into his cabin. I'm pretty sure I saw a red-faced daughter of Athena watch from the pavilion. Before I could see if it was my imagination or not, the door shut and Jason tilted my head so I was looking at him. "Percy, are you ok? Basically everyone heard Annabeth yelling at you." I looked at him, still on the verge of a panic attack, and said, "I'm fine. Words don't really affect me that much anymore." He gave me a look that clearly said he didn't believe me. I sighed, "Fine, I'm not ok, and I haven't been for a really long time now. Is that what you wanted to hear?" He sighed as well and tilted my head up because I tried to look away from his face, "Percy, I don't want to hear that you're not ok, but if you aren't then you need to talk about it instead of bottling it up." I scoffed and broke away from him, "Talk about it? I've been trying to talk about it for months, but every time I brought up Tartarus to the only person who would understand I got shut down. Every time I was going to bring up something that had been bothering me, I got shut down. There were always more important issues, like the safety of the universe, or maybe Annabeth had a problem she needed to work out." I turned to face Jason, "So, I'm sorry if I bottle things up. I tried, I got shut down, I tried again, got shut down again. So I eventually stopped trying. I've been ready to talk about everything for years. Literal years worth of wanting to talk and no one to listen." He cut me off, "Percy, I'll listen. Just sit down and I'll listen to what you want to say. What you need to say. I'm here for you." I took a couple of deep breaths as he led me to a couch to sit before saying, "I needed to hear that. Thank you, Jason." He smiled at me, "Your welcome, Perce." We spent the whole day just working through all my past trauma. Gabe, the first prophecy, my internal homophobia, Tartarus, more internal homophobia and secret crush, and just everything else, including my self-harm. I obviously didn't tell him that he was my crush, but I think he understood that it was him. By the time the conch horn blew, signaling dinner, we had ended up going through my whole life's worth of problems and were just sitting on the couch, sort of cuddled up, watching some Netflix. When I say, "sort of cuddled up" I mean we were sharing a blanket that was just thrown over our legs, my legs were tucked under me while his were on the footrest and I was kinda leaning into him with his arm sort of around me. It was like one of those awkward cuddle type situations where you don't know what to do. Anyways, when the conch horn blew, Jason said, "We should probably go and eat dinner. See the damage, y'know? I highly doubt Annabeth got anyone on her side. Camp is pretty accepting. Both of them are." I smiled and reluctantly agreed. I am pretty hungry. We got up and Jason opened the door for me. I took a deep breath and we left his cabin for the first time since this morning. We walked with each other to the dining pavilion and when we got there everyone looked at us. Most gave me reassuring smiles, others gave me worried looks, and the rest of them were looking at me with pity. The only person who wasn't looking at me with a nice look was Annabeth. Jason smiled at me and went to the Zeus table while I sat at mine. Thankfully, Annabeth didn't try to kill me, which I was grateful for considering I have a will to live again. Dinner went by without incident, just Annabeth glaring daggers at me. Jason came over to me after dinner and whispered in my ear, "I don't feel comfortable letting you sleep in the Poseidon cabin alone considering Annabeth might actually try to kill you. Plus, you don't need to be alone right now." I nodded and asked, "So what you're saying is you want me to sleep in the Zeus cabin with you?" He chuckled, "That or the Poseidon cabin with you. I'm not picky." I chuckled, "I'd prefer to sleep in the Poseidon cabin. Plus, Zeus might blast me into oblivion for even stepping foot into his cabin." He smiled at me and led me to my cabin, opening the door for me. Ever the gentleman. He left me to get my pajamas on as he went to his cabin to grab his. When he got back I was sitting on my bed and turning on the TV I "snuck" in while grabbing the snacks I also "snuck" in. Jason laughed as I threw him some Scooby Snacks and settled down on another one of the bunks, "So, what are we going to watch?" I smiled evilly at him and turned on Finding Nemo. He looked up at the TV and laughed. "Seriously, Perce? Finding Nemo? You know what, I should have expected this." I chuckled, "You want a Capri Sun?" I held a Capri Sun out to him. He chuckled and took it as the movie started. I grabbed my giant Nemo stuffy and sat with my legs crossed putting it on my lap as I wrapped my blue fluffy blanket around my shoulders. I put my back against the wall behind me and hugged my Nemo plush. I looked over to Jason and saw he was watching me with a smile on his face. I looked at him confused, "What?" He chuckled, "I just never noticed how cute you were in a childish way. I've only ever seen you fighting monsters and you kind of scare me when you fight monsters." I chuckled, "Yeah, that's not me. Most of my inner dialogue is me freaking out and wishing I wasn't a demigod." He raised his eyebrows at me, "Seriously? You always look so calm and collected." I laughed, "Me? Calm and collected? Nah. I just make it look like that so monsters don't go, "Oh the great son of Poseidon is scared." That pisses me off because of course I'm scared. I'm facing a new monster that's a billion fucking years old and I have no knowledge whatsoever on how to kill it. After I kill it for the first time it gets easier though. Like the Minotaur. He's a little bitch." Jason burst out laughing and I took a bite of Scooby Snack, "What?" He looked at me with a look of pure disbelief on his face, "Did you just call the fucking Minotaur a little bitch?" I took another bite of Scooby Snack, "Yes? I've called most of Greek mythology a little bitch." He started laughing again and I took a sip of Capri Sun while I waited for him to stop. He wheezed out, "You've called most of the things trying to kill you a little bitch??" I shook my head excitedly, "I've called most of the Olympians little bitches." That made him laugh harder. I just sipped on my Capri Sun and went back to the movie like I haven't watched it a million times before. When he was done laughing I looked over to see him smiling at me again. I admit he had a reason this time. I was singing along with Mr. Ray about the zones. I looked at him like I had been caught with my hand in the cookie jar, "Ok you can't watch a movie with me and not expect me to sing along." He chuckled and raised his hands in defense, "Point taken." We got halfway through the movie before I started feeling tired. I moved so I was lying on my stomach with the Nemo plush under me and my blanket still wrapped around my shoulders. I dug my face into the Nemo plush while still being able to see the TV and watched the movie through the hair that fell in my face.

*Jason POV*

Ok, I wasn't even watching the movie. Percy is just so fucking cute. I've never seen this side of him. He's like a little kid. A little kid with a lot of trauma. From what I got about his past, it was mostly spent hiding from Gabe and trying to keep his mother safe. It's good he gets to do stuff like have stuffed animals and watch kiddy movies. I smiled as he sang along with Dory while cuddling Nemo half asleep. It was adorable. He was lying on his stomach with his blue fluffy blanket wrapped around him and his huge Nemo plush he was cuddling and he was watching the movie through his bangs that fell in his face. I got up and moved his bangs from his face while saying, "I seriously don't get how you can see the movie through your mop of hair." He chuckled, "I couldn't but I know it by heart so it's fine." I smiled and sat on the edge of his bed messing with his hair. He smiled, "You know, we've already cuddled. Might as well do it again. Might help with nightmares and loneliness y'know." I chuckled, sleepy Percy has no filter I see. Not that I'm complaining. "Fine, but you better budge up and share your blanket." He giggled (and yes I mean giggled like a five-year-old girl) and pushed Nemo out of his blanket burrito while making grabby hands towards me. I chuckled and got under the blanket with him. He immediately cuddled up to me and dug his face into the crook of my neck. I smiled and ran my fingers through his hair. He was asleep about five seconds after he got settled. I fell asleep a couple of minutes after.

*Next day because Annabitch didn't kill them*

I woke up to Percy groaning and cuddling into me more. I chuckled, "Not a morning person?" He groaned again, "Fuck off. Time for sleep." I checked the time and chuckled even more, "Percy, it's almost ten-thirty you should probably wake up." He groaned but lifted his head, "Do I have to?" I smiled at how cute we was like this, "Yes, you do, but if you get up I'll let you wear my jacket and I'll give you a piggyback ride to lunch." He smiled, "I like that idea. Do you want to wear one of my sweatshirts? I was on the swim team in high school and they have my last name on them." I chuckled, "Sure, now let's get up and get ready." He groaned but we both got up. I grabbed the bag I brought and threw my jacket to him while he threw a sweatshirt to me. We changed with our backs to each other and I put on his sweatshirt. Gods, it smells like him. I turned back around right as he did and we just looked at each other for a second before he cleared his throat. "So what do you want to do for the remaining almost two hours?" it was only then I realized we were both blushing. I smirked and said, "I can think of something." I smashed my lips onto his and he kissed back immediately. I don't know how long we were kissing, but when we pulled away we were both out of breath, smiling, and blushing. My hands were on his cheeks and his were on my waist. He let out a breathy laugh, "Jason, will you be my boyfriend?" I smiled again before kissing him again. When we broke apart that time, I looked into his mesmerizing sea-green eyes and said, "Yes, Percy, I will be your boyfriend. Only if you'll be mine though." He laughed, "You're a fucking dork. Yes, I'll be your boyfriend." I smiled and kissed him yet again. Needless to say we didn't make it to lunch.

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED!!!!!!! IM FUCKING TIRED!!!!!!!! DONT MIND MY UNUSUAL PEPPYNESS OR THE FACT THAT IM ACTUALLY POSTING SOMETHING IM PROUD OF!!!!!! PART DOS OF PERJASICO WILL BE OUT WHEN WRITERS BLOCK DOES THE BIG DIE!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS ARENT ALLOWED TO DO THE BIG DIE THO!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! TATA LOVES!!!!

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