Our Promises

22.

He splashed the salty sea water in my face.
"Stop!" I laughed and splashed him back.
"Hey!" He splashed me. I dunked under the water to get away from the splashing. Tom saw me do it and then swam up to me under the water and scooped me up.
"Tom!" I coughed after I inhaled half the ocean.
"Shit are you okay?" He asked and held me above the water. I wrapped my legs around his and coughed all of the water out.
"Oh my god, you scared the shit out of me!" I laughed.
"You're okay?" He asked.
"Yeah, I just inhaled half of the ocean but I'm fine." I giggled. His hands wrapped around my waist which pulled me closer to him. My wet bathing suit pressed against his bare chest.
"I'm glad you didn't drown." He smiled, our faces inches away.
"I'm happy you saved me." I smiled.

We had a great night chatting and laughing outside. It was weird without Tom but, it wasn't too bad. I was glad that him and Jess weren't there. Me and Haz just cuddled together instead. Haz escorted me back to my room safely.
"I'm just in the opposite room if you need me." He said and we hugged.
"Thank you." I said.
"There's a 24 hour pool as well which is like amazing because I couldn't sleep last night so me and Harry went swimming at 3am and it was super fun." He smiled.
"I'll think about it." I laughed and he kissed my forehead.
"Night." He said.
"Night." I went into my room and quietly shut the door. Nathan wasn't there and neither was his stuff. I sighed and changed out of the beautiful dress that was wasted. I got everything ready in a bag that I needed for tomorrow because I was getting ready at the venue. I sat in bed and stared at the ceiling. A swim sounds nice actually. It was 2am but oh well. I put on my swimsuit and a cover up and headed to the pool. No one was there, thank god. I took the cover up off and I dipped my foot in. It was warm. I slowly walked down the stairs into the pool and went completely under. I floated around for a bit and then I lay chest up and floated on top of the water. I was there for a while just listening to the water and the muffled noise from the resort. My trance was broken when I heard the door open. I got up and turned around and Tom was standing there.
"It's 2am what are you doing here?" Tom asked.
"I could ask you the same thing." I said and swam on my back.
"Mind if I join?" He asked. I shrugged. He took his top off and his sliders and got into the water.
"Why are you here?" He asked again, staying to his side of the pool.
"Me and Nathan had a fight thanks to your story telling so, I thought I'd take my mind off it." I said.
"Same." He said.
"What, did you and Jess?"
"Yup." He said.
"Sorry." I said. I wasn't sorry. We paused.
"Haz told me that you liked me." I said and swam on my back but still looking at him.
"Of course he did." He smiled.
"And then I realised that I did too. And I went to come and tell you but you were fucking my best friend." I said.
"Wait what?" He stopped swimming and stood up.
"That's why I was so upset." I said.
"But I went to tell you and you were talking to Harrison saying that you thought you loved Nathan." Tom said.
"What? I was talking to Harrison about you." I said.
"You were?" he asked. I nodded.
"So this whole time we could have been together?" Tom asked.
"Yeah." I said and put my elbows on the side of the pool so my chest and up was out the water. (play song now) He hovered over the water for a second and we both sat and thought about what we had done. My long, wet hair was slicked back and it came down to my butt and Tom's hair was wet and curly and messy.
"I think we'd make a great couple." Tom said with a smile.
"Yeah, we would." I smiled at him.
"I'm sorry for being such an asshole." He said and swam a little closer.
"It's okay. I'm sorry too." I said and sighed. We stopped and looked at each other for a moment. Our eyes on each other's lips and bodies and our mouths slightly open. He swam up to me and stood so our eyes were in line. His hand brushed some stray hairs of my face and then he trailed his hand down my boobs, to my waist, to my hips.
"Kiss me." I whispered and stared at his lips.
"I was going to." He smiled and our lips touched.
*Give me one night to hold you,*
His lips were soft and light at first and I entagled my fingers in his hair, bringing him as close to me as possible. My legs wrapped around his waist and his hands were under my bum, keeping me upright. The steam from the warm pool rose up and made it even hotter. The smell of his after shave somehow lingered on him and his lips tasted of bubbly prosecco. His tongue slid in carefully and slowly and so did mine. I let him take control and I let his hands roam my body. His lips slowly left mine and he kissed my jaw slowly and bit my ear softly. He traveled his kisses and his tongue down my neck, finding the spot that felt so good and I let out a breathy moan and I clenched my thighs around his waist.
*Babe I know I we were blind*
I kept my fingers in his hair as he moved from my neck to my boobs where he massaged one with one hand and left marks all over the other. The tie of the bikini was at the front so he looked up at me with his dilated gorgeous brown eyes and with his teeth, he slowly pulled the string and un-did the bikini. It fell into the water and Tom's breath hitched.
"Fuck." He said breathily. He lifted me up onto the edge of the pool and he got on top of me. "You're so beautiful." He said lowly and kissed my stomach down to the line of my bikini. He slowly pulled them down and took them off. I put my leg up to cover myself because I felt very self conscious. Tom stood up and looked at me with his lip in his teeth and he took off his swim shorts. Jesus, I can't believe I was missing that my whole life. He smiled and came down onto the floor again. He grabbed my knee and opened up my legs and I moaned. *Baby yeah you'll go down*
"Don't cover up," He kissed me.
"I want to see you." He kissed my chest.
"All of you." He said. I wrapped my legs around his waist and I started stroking him slowly. "Fuck, Blair." He moaned. He scooped my leg under his arm and pulled me closer. His mouth went to my ear and he kissed it.
"I need you." He growled. He pushed himself slowly into me and I let out a long, breathy moan. He slowly pumped in and out and I grabbed onto his muscular back and scraped my nails on him. His grip around my thigh got tighter and my toes curled with the euphoric sensation I was feeling.
"Fuck Tom!" I moaned loudly.
"Shh," He whispered and kissed me sloppily but slowly. I flipped him over so I was on top and he moaned.
"Blair," He moaned as I grinded on him. He sat up and wrapped his arms around me, bringing our bare chests closer. One hand traveled down to my butt where he squeezed and held on and the other was just below my boobs, wrapped completely around me. I kissed and bit his neck and then we kissed again. I bounced faster, feeling myself and him getting closer and closer.
"Yes Blair yes!" He moaned in my ear and his hand grabbed my hair and tugged it slightly. "Fuck!" I moaned very high pitched.
"I'm gonna..." He said and I scratched his back once more. He moaned and groaned in my ear as he finished and then I grabbed tightly onto his hair and arched my back, throwing my head backwards and curling my toes. I moaned and finished and then I fell back into his arms. Both of us collapsed into each other onto the floor. Sweaty and heavy breathing but tangled together.
"You're amazing." He said. I didn't say anything back. I just let my head rest against his chest and I closed my eyes.
This is it. I thought.