My Secret Crush // Choi Beomgyu

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Y/N's POV
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I went home and sighed. I should just forget about Yeonjun. It looks like he has a girlfriend.
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I do still feel a bit heartbroken. But there's no point. I knew that he wouldn't even like me back. He sees me as a sister. Ah. I still feel sad.

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I can't feel sad over a boy. That's crazy. I should stop thinking about him. It's not worth it. Ahhh. Waiii? Why does Yeonjun make me feel like this? I've never been like this. Especially over a boy. I just started to burst into tears. I couldn't help it. It felt impossible to hold my tears.
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Then I got a text message.
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Beomgyu 🐻
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Beomgyu: hey are u okay?

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I sighed. I just ignored him. I thought it would've been Yeonjun. I threw my phone across the bed. Aish. Wai? Why is it ringing so much? I went to checked my phone again.

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Beomgyu 🐻
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Beomgyu: Yah. Why are you ignoring me?
Beomgyu: Answer me.
Beomgyu: I know you saw my message.
Me: I'm okay.
Beomgyu: are you sure? did something happen?
Me: why do you care?
Beomgyu: there's definitely something wrong.
Me: I'm okay, I promise
Beomgyu: I'm coming, where do you live?
Me: Yah! Are you crazy? Why would I let you know where I live?
Beomgyu: Yes I'm crazy. I know that you're not okay, and it's making me go crazy.
Me: Are you serious?
Beomgyu: Yes I'm serious Y/N

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Then a memory clicked back into my head. That one day. He took me to the janitors closet and confessed to me. I still don't know if I should believe him. He might be trying to trick me.

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Beomgyu 🐻
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Beomgyu: I forgot. We live around each other, I'll just come find out where you live, it's the house with pink roses right?
Me: Yah! How did you know? Are you stalking me?
Beomgyu: ani I just remember, I'm coming.

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15 minutes later
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Beomgyu 🐻
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Beomgyu: I'm here open the door

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I sighed as I heard the doorbell. I walked downstairs and went to open the door.
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We awkwardly made direct eye contact, I welcomed him in and sat down next to him on the sofa.
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"What are we doing here together again?" I asked.

"Uh.. oh yeah, Y/N. What happened?"

"It's nothing. Nothing happened."

"Y/N I can easily read through you."

"You can?" I asked as I cleared my throat.

"Mmh. I can still see that you're still sad," he says as he turns to me and makes eye contact to me.

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I widened my eyes. He was close to my face. Only 3 inches away. I felt my stomach flutter. I felt my cheeks heating up. I couldn't say anything.
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His mouth curved up into a small smile. I clenched my jaw, blinking multiple times as he tilted his head still making eye contact with me.
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"You don't look sad now, you look-"

"Yah," I say as I look away from him.

"Ah.. you're so easily nervous. Was it because of Yeonjun?"

"Huh?" I say as I widened my eyes and look straight at him, in shock as my lips trembled.

"Y/N.." he says as he gets closer to my face, caressing my cheeks.

"Can't you just forget about him?" He says as he looks into my eyes, in a deep raspy tone.

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I felt butterflies in my stomach. I widened my eyes as I felt my heart beating fast. Ah. Wai? I only feel like this around Yeonjun, not Beomgyu. Ah no. My cheeks. They are turning pink. What is this? Why do I feel like this?
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"You know how I feel about you right?" He says as he brushed his thumb on my lips.

"Beomgyu.." I say as I furrowed my eyebrows.

"I-" he says as he leaned in until our noses touched, tilting his head.

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Wai? What is he doing? I tried to calm my racing heart.
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"Mianhae Y/N.." he says as he lets go of my cheeks and moves away.

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I raised one eyebrow. I thought he was going to kiss me. Wait what? Why am I confused? I should be glad that he didn't kiss me!
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"Oh um Gwenchana.." I say as I heard the doorknob twisting.

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I widened my eyes then I looked at Beomgyu. I quickly grabbed his wrist and dragged him up the stairs to my room and locked the door.
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"Y/N! I'm home!" my mom says as she walks into the us.

"Annyeong Eomma!" I say loudly as Beomgyu was just standing in my room.

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I looked at Beomgyu. I showed him a hand gesture with my pointer finger, telling him to stay quiet. He nodded. I gave him a thumbs up and opened the door, to see if she came upstairs. Okay. She's still downstairs. Good.

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I closed the door again, and locked it.
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"How are you going to get back home?" I ask Beomgyu quietly.

"Gwenchana. I'll just stay the night."

"But aren't your parents going to worry?"

"I don't live with my parents so it's fine."

"Oh, um.." I say as I walk towards my closet looking for my sleeping bag.

"Wai?" He says as he follows me.

"Uh um.. I'm looking for something. Ah. I can't find it.." I say as I felt him looking over my shoulder.

"What is it that you're looking for?" He says as he looks at me, as I turn my head to him.

"My.. um sleeping bag," I say as I cleared my throat looking at him.

"Sleeping bag? Wai?"

"I only have uh um one bed.."

"I'm fine with sleeping on the floor."

"Ani. I have a sleeping bag for a reason."

"It's probably too small for me to fit in, because you're tiny," he says smiling.

"Ah Wai!" I say as I furrowed my eyebrows and pouted.

"Sh.." he says as he covered my mouth with his hand, as we both heard a sound.

"Y/N? Are you talking to someone on the phone?" She asks as she toggles the doorknob, as Beomgyu removes his hand from my mouth.

"Ani! I was just talking to myself," I say as I point at the closet, looking at Beomgyu. He settled himself in the closet.
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