My Secret Crush // Choi Beomgyu

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Y/N's POV
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The next day
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I felt anxious to see Beomgyu. I woke up pretty early to take the first bus, I usually take the second bus. It would be weird if I saw him. I don't know how relationships work.
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As I got to school, I sat down at my regular seat in class. It was Homeroom. Good thing I didn't see Beomgyu yet. I kept tapping my finger on the table, looking straight at the table.
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"You good? You look nervous," Yeonjun says.

"Oh I'm fine."

"Are you sure?" He asks tilting his head leaning into me a bit close but not too close.

"Oh uh.. Mmh," I say as I put my back towards the wall, trying to keep our distance.

"Alright," he says smiling as I saw Beomgyu walk in the classroom.

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Uh oh. I just looked away from him as he just walked towards my desk.
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"I didn't see you this morning."

"Oh uh, um.."

"Did something happen?" Yeonjun asks.

"It's none of your business Hyung," he says as he looks at me dead in the eyes.

"Yah. Don't, you're making her nervous."

"Huh? I'm not nervous," I say as I looked straight at Yeonjun, as I took a small glance of Beomgyu.

"Pfft," Beomgyu says as he walks away, as I followed my eyes on him.

"What's wrong with Beomgyu?"

"I don't know."

"Do you guys usually walk to school together?"

"Mmh. We take the bus."

"Oh.." he says as he turns to look at Beomgyu.

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I sighed. Should I regret confessing to him? Is this how love is? My heart keeps racing so fast, even though I'm not next to him. But we are in the same room. I quickly got up and went to the bathroom with my backpack.
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"Where are you going?" Yeonjun asks.

"Uh um the bathroom."

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As I went to the bathroom I checked if it was empty. Good it's empty. I grabbed a lip tint and mascara from my backpack. Uh hmm.. Like this? I applied some lip tint. Is it too pink? Aish why am I doing all this? Ah.. I don't know. This is good for now. It's not too obvious.
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I went back to class. English class already started. I kept fidgeting with my necklace as I did my work. I couldn't even focus on my work. Beomgyu was all I thought about. He was on my mind the whole time. What do I do? I'm so awkward when it comes to things like this. I don't know how people do it. Do people just hold hands and kiss? Is that how relationship work?
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Time skip
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I went to my locker and opened it. Grabbing my math text book. Then my locker suddenly closed.
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"Hey!" I say as the locker was closed by someone. It was Beomgyu. I widened my eyes.

"Wai?" He says as he had one hand in his pocket and one arm against the locker.

"Why did you-" I say as I stopped looking furious.

"Aren't we dating?"

"Huh?"

"You're mine," he says as he walks towards me as I slowly walked back, till my back touched the locker.

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I was still holding onto my textbook, I felt nervous. People were around us. They gasped.
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"Hey.." I say as I looked up at him.

"Why do I feel like your not mines?" He says as he reached my level, as he whispered in my ear.

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I widened my eyes. I felt butterflies in my stomach. Knots in my stomach. My heart was racing, as I felt his breath on me, I felt a tingling sensation.
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"Hmm? Do you not like me?" He says as he lifted my chin up.