My Favorite Season

CPR

It's been 6 weeks since I had my surgery. I felt great, happier & healthier than I was before. The doctors said that I'd be able to leave in 2 days and I made one of the fastest recoveries they had seen. I was excited to leave the hospital, being here was depressing. I made a promise to myself that I would make this my last time coming here! I'd get checkups regularly and stay on top of things. I refused to be in another hospital bed. The doctor I kissed had gone on vacation so I wouldn't have a chance to say goodbye but honestly that's a good thing because it was an in the moment thing and we don't need to make it any more awkward. I hadn't heard or seen Warren in a long time. I figured our friendship was over. He had moved on and it was time for me to do the same thing. When I got out of the hospital I was gonna put myself out there more and find someone who appreciated me. I wasn't gonna waste my time with someone who couldn't see the good in me. He didn't deserve me and he wasn't getting me. He had is chance and blew it.

I thank God that I had a miracle donor and was able to get the surgery I needed. The doctors knew how bored I was so they let me walk around the hospital from time to time as long as I didn't mention them if I got caught & didn't disturb any of the patients. I decided to walk to the vending machine. I wanted a canned coke and a snickers. A7 & B9. I had those memorized because they were my go to snacks since I had been here. I was gonna have to work extra hard to burn off the calories but what else did I have better to do? As I was walking I noticed one of the doctors who had helped perform my surgery sitting down reading a magazine and eating skittles.

"Hey!

Hey! He says back equally as eager.

You know I'm leaving in 2 days, and I just wanna say thanks again for making my time here you know not so terrible.

Awe no problem, I'm just doing my job. Besides you shouldn't be thanking me, you should be thanking your friend.

My friend?

Yeah um, what's his name Walter? William?

Warren?

Yeah him!

Why should I be doing that?

He winks and then I grab my snacks and ran to his hospital room. I ran and ran for what felt like forever. When I finally get there I stare at the door before I go in. What do I say? Had he got my text? I brace myself and take a deep breath. I count backwards from 3 and I go in. I see him laying there and to my surprise he looks healthy

"Warren?

Hey! How are you?

I'm great! But how are you?

I've been better."

There was that sense of humor that I loved. The reason why I fell in love with him.

"Listen, I don't know if you got my text or not but I want you to know no matter how you feel, I am so grateful for you giving me one of your kidneys. I don't know if I'll ever be able to repay you but I promise if I can I will.

I saw your text. I also saw you kiss the doctor. When I saw you kiss him, it broke my heart into a thousand pieces. I had hated you but then I saw your text and I realized I wasn't wrong for being in love with you, I knew that I'd love you from the second we met I didn't know how you would feel but I knew I always wanted you to have a piece of me with you, if I didn't give you a kidney you would die and I don't wanna live on an earth that doesn't have you. I don't wanna live another day without us being together."

Listening to Warren express how he felt brought me to tears. He did care about me like I cared for him. Not only that he loved me, and he was in love with me. I never thought this would happen. I've been waiting so long for a love like this. It's here it's finally here!

"Warren I love you, and I have for a very very
long time. I'm speechless because I never thought that you'd feel this way, especially about me.

You brought me out of my shell and you've shown me the finer things in life. How can I not love you?"

I instantly kissed him. We kissed and kissed and kissed. His lips felt soft and warm and I love how his hands felt caressing my body. We slowly started undressing and it was the best thing ever. His body was so built and so tight and it looked and felt so good pressed against mines. He was a passionate lover, our bodies connected in a way I can't explain. Our bodies together, rough and sweaty was beautiful, it touched my soul, from that moment I knew he was my soul mate. We made love, love for what felt like hours. It was amazing! This was it. This was everything I wanted & I couldn't be happier!

When we finished making love, my body was shaking. Warren had a sexy body and he knew how to use it. I was laying on his chest while his hand rubbed up and down my body. I loved this man and I finally had him, the love of my life and couldn't anybody take him away from me.

BOOOM BOOOM!!!!

Gunshots echoed throughout the hospital & dozens of people started screaming. "HE'S GOT A GUN!!" we heard someone yell from outside. Me and Warren freeze in fear. We didn't know what to do. The door didn't lock from the inside so even if we did decide to hide the gunman could still get in. I decided to peep through the window on the door to try and see where he was so I could know how much time we and Warren had to hide. When I looked out the window I was shocked, the gunman was the doctor that had kissed me. Right then my stomach sunk because I knew he was looking for me. He must have heard about the kidney and gotten jealous.

I quickly told Warren and we searched the room for somewhere to hide! "Here Warren let's hide in the cabinets under the desk!"

"It's too late to hide! The doctor said.

Warren jumped up from under the cabinet trying to tackle him and get the gun. Mid air he shot Warren in his chest 3 times causing Warren to fall to the ground dying instantly. When I looked at his lifeless body on the ground a piece of me died. I'll always love him, forever I will.

That spring was traumatizing. I went through a a-lot with my health and witnessed the love of my life get murdered right before my eyes, even though he's not with me on Earth right now, I'm still thankful for last spring because it gave me the love of my life and for that it will always be my favorite season.

The End