Title: guess I don't matter as much as I thought Idol: Jung Jinsoul (LOONA) Genre: angst, little fluff in the beginning Requested: yep, by @GirlCrushGray ! Thanks for the request!! Warnings: teeny tiny bit of cursing lol (gender neutral reader)
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You frowned as you rolled over again in bed, frustration evident in your movements. You heard the door to your room softly open and the sound of heels as your mother made her way into your room. She closed the door silently and you felt the bed dip as she sat down. Her hand made her way to your shoulder but you shrugged it off, not wanting to talk to her.
"Honey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to..." she trailed off. You turned around in bed, now facing her and scowled at her.
"Well it doesn't matter anymore now does it? You already told her and now she's gone." You spat, venom laced in your voice and your mother winced.
"I think she just needs some time to process it all, I'm sure that this doesn't ruin anything." She tried comforting you.
You simply chuckled, a sarcastic smile on your face, your mother's face turning even more apologetic.
"What you think doesn't matter anymore, you said what you said and now she is ignoring me. So please just leave." You turned away from her, covering yourself with the duvet.
"Sweetheart, please just talk to me about it." You ignored her. After a few minutes you heard her sigh and get up from her place on your bed, leaving your room.
You closed your eyes, feeling tears welling up in your eyes, a few leaking out of them and you scoffed, quickly wiping them away. You sighed and went to lay down on your back. Closing your eyes, you thought back to the event an hour or so back.
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A few hours ago "Jinsoul! Jinsoul over here!" You shouted at your blonde haired friend who walked out of the school building. She bid goodbye to Yves and Chuu, her classmates and certified lesbians.
School had just ended and the both of you were going to have a sleepover at your house. The both of you had been best friends since birth, since your parents are also good friends, so it was only normal. However, you had developed a crush on your best friend since about two years ago. Too afraid to ruin the close bond the two of you had, you decided to keep it a secret.
"I'm coming!" She shouted back at you and jogged over to you, embracing you in a hug. You immediately hugged back and breathed in her vanilla scent, entranced by the sweet smell.
