so camila was throwing a party tomorrow night and i was invited. i didn't know if i wanted to come mostly because camila and shawn would be acting like a couple. but me and shawn would be flying la for that because we were in canada. "do you have everything?" shawn asked. "yup i do." "let's get going my love." i nodded in response.
we were gonna take a jet because the party was kinda last minute. also so that people won't see me and shawn together in an airplane. andrew, and jake (shawn's bodyguard), brian, shawn and i were the only passengers on the jet.
i sat down beside shawn and a few minutes later we were in the air. "i'm sleepy." i said "then go sleep baby." "do you mind if i lie down on your shoulder?" "of course not." i nodded.
*few hours later*
"baby wake up we're here." shawn said shaking me slightly. i hummed in response and started opening my eyes "how long was i out for?" "a good 3 hours." "did you sleep?" "yeah a little." "come on lovebirds let's go." andrew says making me and shawn laugh a little.
we went out of the jet and went into a van and we drove to shawn's apartment in la. "i love you" shawn says "i love you too babe" he cups my cheeks and kisses me we kiss for a few minutes until we both pull away because brian said "guys you know being single is hard and seeing you two kiss makes it even harder" "oh my i'm sorry brian" i say while laughing.
we arrive at shawn's apartment me, shawn, brian and andrew were the only ones here's because they needed to discuss some things for tonight. brian and i were in the balcony just talking "you know i really wish this pr would just end" brian says "i know but we gotta stay strong we can do it" i say.
"you know you don't have to act tough around me" brian says "what do you mean?" i ask "oh come on el i know that deep down you are really sad about this whole thing i mean who wouldn't be" i stay silent "you should really talk to shawn about what you feel'' "i will soon'' "you better el because your my friend too i don't like seeing you sad" i give him a smile and a hug.
it's been a few hours since me and brian had our talk and i've been contemplating if i'm going to tell shawn how i feel and i finally decided to tell him.
"shawn can we talk?" "sure" "this has been something i've been keeping from you lately" he's face turned to a frown "what is it?" "um so i've been feeling really sad lately because of this whole pr thing it's really getting to me and i'm sorry for not telling you any sooner" i say while sobbing "baby it's fine i'm not mad at you i just wish you could have told me i've been feeling down lately too because i've been kissing and going on dates with someone that's not you" by this time both of us were crying.
"we can do this we both love each other we can do this" shawn says i nod "yeah we can i love you" ""i love you more"
𝘀𝗵𝗮𝘄𝗻𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝘀
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