Decisions

Chapter 4

I awoke to knocks at my bedroom door followed by shouting. So I crawled out of bed and opened the door to see Nick, Kevin and Demi fending off a very drunk looking Joe Jonas. Just then the memories came rushing back to me of the night before and how I bared my biggest secret to him and he just kicked me out of his house. So instead of figuring out what was going on I simply turned around and slammed the door behind me. I dropped onto my bed and cried. Him turning me away last night killed me. It crushed me. In more ways than one. I just didn't understand why he would do something like that. Just then the door opened pulling me out of my thoughts, my head snapped up to see Demi walking in slowly. "He's gone." She said. I just nodded my head. "What happened Janey?" I took a deep breath before uttering my next sentence that would make it so much more real when I said it out loud. "He kicked me out after I told him everything." I said while trying to keep my emotions in check. Demi sighed. Just then there was a knock on the door. "Who is it?" Demi asked. "Nick and Kevin." came the reply. She looked at me I just nodded and laid back down so she told them to come in. "Hey sweetie, how are you?" Kevin asked. I just sighed and slightly shook my head hoping that would give him a good enough answer. He seemed to understand, he kissed my forehead then left the room. "Demi, can I talk to Janey in private?" She just nodded and stepped outside of the room giving us our privacy.

Joe's P.O.V

After I left Janey's house I sat in my car far too intoxicated to drive. I know I fucked up and she has every right to be angry but I didn't know how to handle it. How do you handle something like that. The woman I intend to marry just told me that she was raped and pregnant and miscarried years ago and she never told me. Did she not trust me? Did she think I was going to react badly had she told me upfront. Did she think I would kill him. Actually that is exactly what I want to do but that will only make things worse. But I just don't understand why. Why didn't she tell me? That's why I got so upset. Because she kept it from me. I mean I am sure it's not that hard to tell someone you are supposed to love something of that nature. Whatever. I need to sober up. Just as I lifted my head to start the car to go to a diner to get some coffee I see Nick walk out with tears in his eyes. He is glancing around the parking lot looking for what? I have no idea. He seems to notice me still sitting here because his eyes widen and he stops walking and turns around probably wiping his eyes, then turns back around and starts to head towards my car. When he finally reaches it I have the door unlocked and motion for him to get in the passenger side. He shakes his head and tells me to move over to the passenger side myself, so I do. He gets in the car and buckles himself in so I follow suit. Wordlessly he turns the car on and begins to back out of the apartment complex. "Where are we going, Nick?" I slur out. Still keeping his ever steady gaze on the road he speaks lowly "To get you sober." I just nod. I want to know what is wrong with him. We pull up to his house and we get out of the car. As he walks up to his door and unlocks it he motions for me to go inside. He walks into the kitchen and starts to make coffee. "Nick, what's going on?" I ask the worry evident in my voice. He just shakes his head and walks off to another part of the house. I hear a door close and a few moments later I hear the shower turn on. Nick is acting wierd. What is going on with everyone today?