Soldier Heart

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Dear Soldier Heart,

I know that you are growing restless,

For your battle is never ending,

And you fear that you waste the spilled blood

That rests on your hands for an evasive cause.

I know that you are steadily tiring,

That the turmoil is pulling at your mind

You want to lay your arms down

To start anew in a bright world,

One not drenched in the blood of our tragedy.

I beg you, dear soldier heart,

Do not give up on me.

I do not know if the battle you fight can be won.

And I know not,

If there is a reason for your defense.

I implore you kind sir

To raise up your shield and to take the blows

That I allow to fall onto your soul

So that mine may be at rest.

With each thundering of the swords

I see you growing weaker

Forgetting your loyalty

To a cause that has vanished.

The fear of the battle has forced me away,

And I watch your battle from a distance

That to you is selfish

But is simply a mile of my confusion.

I beg of you, dear soldier heart

The battle is not over

And the end is not in sight.

But I plead you to stay strong for me.

Sword made of love

A shield made of sanctity

Are the only things that I have gifted you

For an onslaught of horror.

But I am on my knees, my heart as vulnerable as your flesh,

And I beg you

To make me yours

And save me from this battle.

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