You Choose

Nonsense

I wake up next day without Nate in my apartment. This time he didn't let a note as last time, probably for the best. I had a lot of things going on right now, Nate was just a distraction. I dressed up and go my work as my classes cancelled for that day. Charles was waiting for me with a latte macchiato.
-"Morning Blair!" He smiled. "I have a meeting in an hour. Do you think you can help me?" I nodded, after all this was why I am payed for.
-"What should I do?" I asked without hesitation.
-"Well just answer the phone and direct people to my co-worker Paul, he's office is down the hall." Ok that's easy enough.
I helped Charles and when my 4 hours were up I headed to my classes hoping in my mind to see Nate. But Nate wasn't there which didn't surprise me.
Few days went by and this work-classes was more like a beginning of a routine and for the time being I was okay with that. I didn't had time to think but I had time to feel the intensity of the night when I has sex with Nate. It wasn't like something I've experienced before and I love it.
I finally get my first income and I was so excited but I realized I had no one to call besides my parents. I haven't talked with Olivia for obvious reasons, Ed was out of discussion and Nate...well Nate was something else.
So I took a bottle of champagne from the store and went home. When I just walked in my apartment I just get a text from Charles."Some of us are going to downtown for a drink. Are you in?" . For a second I said no in my head but I texted him back. "I'm on my way!". After all why not?

I meet with Charles in downtown at Club 99 bar. Fancy location but with so good cocktails. I didn't knew everybody but you know how people act when they drink. Everyone is friend with everyone. I enjoyed that night even though I get home a little too drunk. As my cab stop in the front of the building, I paid and went to my apartment.
-"Did you had a good time?" Hell I would recognize that voice in a million. I turned around to see Nate.
-"What? Are you stalking me or something?" I asked half irritated, half amused.
-"And if I did, what?" I unlock my door and went inside followed by Nate.
-"Where were you?" I asked as I took the bottle of champagne that I bought earlier and pop it up.
-"Wooo easy now Blair..." and he took the bottle of.
-"Nate give me the bottle" i yelled. He looked at me disappointed and give the bottle. I took a sip, and another one and another one until the bottle was empty.
-"Now what Blair?" I looked at him confused. He is mad at me because I drink too much? So what?
-"What is your problem?" I growl at him. He sighs and says nothing as he walked through the door. "Are you serious? Why are you even here?" I said and throw the bottle at him but he avoided the bottle. He sighs again and opens the door. "Nate!" I yelled as loud as possible. He turned around and makes eyes contact with me.
-"You wouldn't understand..." and he leaves. I was speechless. What have i done? I didn't understand what just happened .

For the next weeks I tried to understand my life. Nothing was how I imagined. I saw Nate in classes but I avoided to talk or sit near him as I didn't want to be more awkward then it already was. He looked sad and was like a battle was inside him but I didn't know for what. I missed Olivia as she was the person I would've told about Nate but I can't forgive that betrayal.
The exams were almost here and I realized that I had to study more if I want to pass them all. I talked with Charles about my exams and he agreed to let me work 8 hours a day and get the next day off to study.

On the last day of the semester, everyone was in class, including Nate as we were about to learn the date of every exam. I approach him and to him that we need to talk. He nodded as I invited him over.
Around 8 o'clock Nate was on my door with a bouquet of black tulips. Shit... this will win a battle but not the war I thought letting a smile slipping on my face.
-"Drinks?" I asked and he rolled his eyes.
-"Blair I..."
-"Save it Nate" I strike him. "Who are you?" I yelled. He looked at me with bitter face.
-"Blair you have to understand that I am not like the others. I am like a witch-ish. My mom is descending from a powerful witches but as the time passed the power diminished. I'm more like a man who can talks with dead people and stuff. Spiritual stuff." He added while I was trying to get rid of my shocked face.
-"This doesn't explain your behavior." And he nodded.
-"It wasn't a coincidence that we meet in so many places, school, beach, class... I am attracted to you more than you know and I had somehow to see if you're okay. You see... our aunt sisters teach us that we should have only one mate in a life and we know when we find it. So I found you Blair..."
I am his soulmate?!
-"So you're a psychic and I am your soulmate?" I asked. How the hell is this even possible?
-"That's right" he smiled when he saw I didn't freaked out. But I was about to.
-"The voices..." I remembered the voices I heard. They appear only when something bad was about to happen.
-"Yes Blair... that was me." He nodded and I think my question was all over my face because he added "I could feel something was about to happen so I had to warn you but clearly you never listen." I rolled my eyes. How was I suppose to know that?
-"I... I need some time to think" I said but he approached to me and I felt how horny I become when he was so close to me.
-"Do you feel it?" I moan softly. His lips meet mine and his tongue was inside my mouth in a perfect sync. He pushed me against the wall and undressed my jeans. His hand was inside my legs and I desperately moan as he starts to rub my clit. His other hand was inside my mouth. The eyes contact never break and my eyes were begging him for more. Two fingers were inside me moving faster and faster. I was about to explode but he stopped getting down on me. When his tongue touched my clit I was in ecstasy. It was a perfect merge between his body and mine, his reaction and mine. My body craves for him. My hands were through his hair guiding his had as I finally reached the pleasure I wanted. He kissed me softly but I wasn't done. I unzip his jeans and reveal his huge penis. Slowly I put my mouth around it, licking and sucking it slowly. I wanted him to finalize but I was greedy as my pussy yelled for his penis. So I turned around with my face against the wall and he slips inside me with a loud moan. He fucked me so hard, so passionate, so gentle and yet everything was so hardcore. We finished both in the same time and that was the first night Nate was sleeping in my bad.