fangirl

chapter 1- just another fangirl

****hey, so this is the 1st chapter of this fanfic and im really sorry because im not really good with this yet as i have never written a fan fic. So sorry if it's a bit boring but  i have an idea and hopefully it's gonna be out soon in chapter 2 :) ****

kates POV-wake-up- scroll- tweet- eat- sleep-repeat

^^^^ that pretty much describes my life. But then i guess it pretty much describes every fangirls life. being a fangirl isn't that easy as it might seem. Hours of staying up, procrastination, merch, all the gossip, feels, heartaches and just in general feeling a swing of emotions like 24/7. i didn't choose to be a fangirl. They chose me to be a part of the fangirl society. I didn't exactly chose to be in the fandom either. The fandom chose me. Bit cocky right? Yh i guess. There's nothing about me, to be cocky about really. i am an ordinary, boring, lame kid if i'm honest. i'm average. in every way. hair, height, weight, skills, popularity, personality, appearance. Nothing special. i go to this school ( which is average aswell) in the middle of this town called Manchester. it's a big town. I have a few friends and probably the only reason we are friends is because we like 5sos. I really like Calum. Just saying. my friend called Mia likes Ash and Ri (rihannah) likes Mikey. The rest of my friends don't really like 5sos. Or all time low, or Fall out boy. i really dont get it tbh. of course there are people in my year ( year 10 ) which like the same bands as me but they are the "cool kids" they might talk to you but that doesn't mean much. Most are sluts. Loads of make-up, really short skirts, and the way they act just says it all .They are all over the guys . Well mostly in a friendly way, but i just don't seem to be very attracted to do that. At the same time i want to be more like them. there's this one girl in particular. i dont like her but she is something i look up to. she is tall, punk and popular. oh did i mention she gets on with everyone and that everyone likes her as well as the fact that she has good grades. she is someone i look up to but also pationately hate. she is someone calum would like. she is someone that likes calum. When it comes to calum i'm very protective and pationate about him. very often i just stare at him and watch him and listen to him and oh yh this is what happens i just fall into a little rant about him and you know what i mean you are a fangirl too.