fangirl

chapter 2- quite ordinary

**sorry everyone i  havent updated in a while but here we go new chapter :) **

well it looks like Christmas went quite well. I was quite productive tbh. and oh my days the day was so good too, except the fact i couldnt/ didn't really have time to tweet or do all the procrastination stuff i hella did fangirl a lot. Well the family time was great we had family over and dinner but i definatly died a few times when i opened my presents. i got sweets (my dentists is not going to be happy) but mostly merch. comes out my parents do listen to me. i guess they have to but seriously im on about 5sos 24/7 and most parents just kinda block out the rant and don't take a thing in, but my parents on the other hand take it in. looks like it anyway. So being honest i died and came back to life quite a few times. i got the dont stop, good girls, and amnesia ep as well as live sos and nothing personal by all time low. a few tops with logos and i with a cute puppy. Calum would like that. ;). and when i chilled my parents made me sit down and said "calm down this is not the end we have another surise for you" i instantly thought my mum was preagnant. literally thats what parents do right? it doesnt lbh. when my mum was pregnant with my little, well not anymore she's 6, but my sister she never told me. my cousin did by "acident" i think they forgot but idk. this time it wasn't the case. it was all really suspicious. i was pressed againts the chair and my parents told me to breath and just to stay calm. they acted as if i was insane and needed some mental help. but i understand why they did that now. so when i was sitting there all confuzed and suspicious my mum handed me an envelope. plane and ordinary.its was quite ordnary. but when i looked inside and had a good look i felt so dizzy, so happy, so hit, i didn't know what i felt . Like a lightning shot me and then a rainbow stroke inside me. i couldn't breath properly either. i guess the shortage of oxygen was caused by my endless scream. a " 3 and a half minute" scream that included inhaling very slowly and very rapidly with the need to drink a whole bottle of water and check it 50 times just to check whether it was real. i hugged my mum and dad like 50 times too. you know that question " if you had to chose between stopping world hunger and a concert? what would you wear to the concert? " yh that one. well basically i had to think about that. no, not the first part. THE SECOND PART!!!!!! I WAS GOING TO THE 2015 ROCK OUT WITH YOUR SOCKS OUT TOUR IN BIRMINGHAM !!! holy sh*t. i still cant believe it. my mum then said that if i fangirl so much to the point it looks like im gonna faint then i cant go. i instantly calmed down and mum started laughing. i run upstairs and when no one could see i kissed the ticket just as if it was calum. i could imagine myself at the concert. doing everything to get their attension. and then i would stalk them after. if my mum let me ofcourse. Im still punk. it was a great feeling that you had an actual chance to see them. and who knows maybe even meet them. i grabed my i phone tweeted, instagramed and tumblred it. i also texted Ri and Mia. and as if this couldn't get any better it came out those two got tickets as their christmas present too ! this wasn't a coincidence. but i didn't really care tbh. i was seeing them live. by this time it was relly late like 2 am. looks like i did procrastinate. i have loads of homework, and my plans to stay healthy aren't going too right but nothing matters because im seeing my sunshines next year. this is an ordinary thing, anyone that bought tickets can see them but im not going to act like its normal. this is my chance. with that positive thought i plugged my headphones in and as i listened to "backseat serenade" i smiled and i guess i fell asleep.